Roaring Lambs

MOVED....

2008-07-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

i'm moved... www.roaringraine.livejournal.com

Change of Blog Address

2007-09-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I know you've been patiently waiting... I've actually changed to blog at myspace for fun. ha! Will not be blogging here for long.. :) Pls refer to : myspace.com/roaringraine

Thanks!

Love all.... Raine Will Roar!

Personality test

2007-04-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

What's" Your Personality Type?

lost my phone!!! :(

2007-04-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

Sobz... I lost my phone! So sad... all my contacts, photos, songs, SMS-es are all gone... I'm so sad.. :( I feel what's more precious that's lost are my pictures & SMS-es. Can't be retrieved back unless whoever that picked up the phone would be kind enough to return OR report lost. :(

In my sadness:

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		9
Quality Time:		8
Receiving Gifts:		6
Words of Affirmation:		4
Acts of Service:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

Happy Birthday, Trixie!

2007-03-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, Trixie!

It's a fun time of catching up at Trixie's condo! :) Shirley, Siew Chin, Sin Hwee, June, Eileen, Ee Ling, Yee Nan, Shellen & Trixie of cos! It's fun and good.. Hopefully Shirley is already planning something for our gathering together as a class soon... :)

Had mock cg before going for the celebration at Woodlands.. & I realized it was near Sin Man's hse.. Only a bus stop away... haha! Ok.. back to mock cg.. Evaluator was Jeremy, the zone supervisor. I took worship.. Overall was alright.. I think it was a good time that we had together to grow and to learn! :)

The month of March is exciting! Cos.. next week we've Sy Rogers (Mar 10-11); Following weeks in accordance: Pst Phil Pringle (Mar 17-18); Casey Treat (Mar 24-25); Mark Conner (Mar 31-Apr 1).. :) It's just awesome! :)

New start.. new environment..

2007-03-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Exams have ended! Things are starting to roll... I'm glad that i've been under the leadership of Wenkai for so many yrs.. I'm thankful for all that you've taught me, bro! You've been an awesome leader & brother, being a part of being in your cg has been a fun time! Thanks thanks thanks for as many.. words can't describe the gratefulness towards you in my heart. Bro, thank you!

As of the month of Mar 07, i'm taking my own cg. Happy and glad. God has blessed me with a wonderful grp of mbrs. Tho i'm sad that there are some close to my heart that i've to part, the new start of a transition period is one that may have some difficulties in it but Lord, let Your will be done & let growth fill this house!

Dear, I'll definitely spend more time with you esp after i've settled in tgr with my mbrs for stuff. Pls bear with me for a while.. :)

Noi, shirley & all, WHEN are we gg out?! ha!

Welcome to 2007!

2007-01-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

WOW! It's been 13 days into this brand new year. I've been very busy with final year project, church, cg, work and other projects and my 2 modules this semester. I guess.. I'm still trying hard to balance everything.

I just wana thank God for a good 2006. And thank God for 2007! Because.. it's a different thing now cos things change and God is faithful! I also wana thank God for bringing frenz into my life.. :) I wana thank God for Wen Kai and Sharmaine! They've been a great blessing! Not forgetting my good fren, Ian! haha!

LORRAINE! STRIVE ON!

BUSY...Strength from above!

2006-12-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

God, I need Your strength to handle everything! Pls increase my capacity & cause my spirit man to GROW! Thank you, Jesus!

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Joan, if u r reading. There's xmas telecast in indonesia's national tv channel on 25 dec 06 8-9pm. Do watch us & enjoy ur celebration in indonesia!:) I love you & miss you!

Great time of fellowship with ALL..

2006-11-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

WOW! I love God! Fri cg.. had a great time of worship.. a whole new level... a Rom 8:26 experience! Sat svc.. called glenn.. met up with him.. sat with huiyi n samuel.. Then I cant find floor area seats so i went up delta terrace when cant find any at charlie terrace.. and i saw dear's cg! haha! greeted (Bro) Tony then.. asked if he had 3 extra seats! AND thank God.. there were! :) This week's arise and build weekend.. I'm so excited! God is good.. I gave Him my precious! He'll honor me.. He gave me strength when i needed them to deal with situations! Thank God! I love Him even more! =) There was a great fellowship tgr! It's been long since i last saw such a big grp fellowshipping.. I enjoyed it.. And weijing's cousin, kit, joined us.. Quite cool.. I love my cg.. Most of all.., I love the One who made it all possible for my cgs and I! =) Thank God for His everything!

I love my dear! haha! You are the BEST! =) Your patience and love never fails to embrace me in times like this! :)

Disappointed.. Frustrated.. Busy at work..

2006-11-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

Why muz human beings always enjoy misunderstandings? I've no idea.. AND i'm disappointed in that! Forget abt it!

Thanks Velle.., I still love you for all the times we spent together! U r my lovely friend! haha! THanks! i'll check out with ur bloggy soon.. hahas!

Suiping.. my best friend... haha! Thanks dearie for your help for the shipping stuff! ha! I'm still in the midst of trying to apprehend this new task at work! But i love it! =) It's just cool.. ha! Thanks ger!

Internship started quite some time.. In fact, ending soon.. ha! I will truly miss my working experience at Attributes.. It's been awesome time of working and learning here. Everything is of excellence and detailed-ness.. =p

Gotta get back to work!

Get a life!

2006-10-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

"I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I have just lived the length of it. I want to have lived the width of it as well."
– Diane Ackerman

"The capacity for hope is the most significant fact of life. It provides human beings with a sense of destination and the energy to get started."
– Norman Cousins

"Luck? I don't know anything about luck. I've never banked on it and I'm afraid of people who do. Luck to me is something else: hard work — and realizing what is opportunity and what isn't."
– Lucille Ball

Lucille Ball, the beloved redheaded comedian, was born in 1911 in New York. She enrolled in drama school — where she was told she had no acting talent, so she became a model. That career led to her discovery by Hollywood. Ball and her bandleader husband, Desi Arnaz, pitched a sitcom to CBS, which refused it, but they went on the road with it as a vaudeville act. The act — about a ditzy housewife and her bandleader husband — was a success, as was the ensuing TV show, I Love Lucy. The show made TV history when Lucy's sitcom character was pregnant on the air. She died in 1989.

We are not what we know but what we are willing to learn."
– Mary Catherine Bateson

"It is necessary to try to surpass oneself always; this occupation ought to last as long as life."
– Queen Christina

Queen Christina of Sweden was the most famous woman of her time, outshining Queen Elizabeth of England. She was born in Stockholm in 1626 during a rare astrological conjunction. Her father insisted that she be raised as a boy and changed the law so she could become his heir. She became the reigning queen at age five. She helped end the Thirty Years War but abdicated her throne in 1654, converting to Catholicism and moving to Rome, where she became a patron of the arts. She died in 1689.

Internship... 13 sep - 1 dec..

2006-10-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Noe what.. i've been busy with my attachment! It's just so cool! i love it! wahaha! I love Attributes! It's fun working there. Such a positive & cool envt to be in!! I've nice & encouraging ppl surrounding me.. With them, i feel so loved! =) It's just cool! Am really thankful to God that.. I self-secured my internship at Atb.. =)

Oh.. last weekend marked the end of Marriage Seminar! It's so cool & fun.. My fav SUN secretly flew back just to be with us... =) it's just awesome! She's getting more gorgegous each time i see her! I love her! - SUN! Her latest single's OUT!! - Gone! Cool man...! haha! am pretty excited! each time i mention SUN... She's the hot babe of my life! :)

I realised that i'm quite a side-track person... Just like the writer of Heb!.. full of side-tracks when i talk lah... ha..

Oh.. i'm loving my darling more each day!

I went to visit Noi tdy.. She's suspected slip-disc.. I pray for complete healing to be over her..! God is a faithful God.. thus, noi will be just fine! =)

marriage seminar..

2006-09-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

"Just don't give up on trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong."
- Ella Fitzgerald

I really enjoy times with dear.. He's always so sweet & patient. I love you, dear!

Anger management.. ha! Admit that you are angry..
Argue BUT don't quarrel..
I'm still loving marriage seminar as well as SUN & God more each day! =)

Zhang Dong Liang

2006-09-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

Zhang Dong Liang's Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei.. [Wei Xiao Pasta]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=v7Y3VXznagA

Tribute to Wen Bin daddy..

2006-09-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

My dear Wen Bin daddy.. I rec'd news from Chiu Mian saying daddy passed away. ~State of shock & disbelief~

Me: R u sure? Is it the same Wen Bin that i noe?
Mian: Yes.
Me: I call my friend and check first.

Called Evon..
Me: Did daddy.. go exams..(not finished)
Evon: Yes. He passed away. Committed suicide.
=Long state of pause and my crying..=
Me: Do you noe what happened?
Evon shared abt it.. I'm still not taking it well...
Me: i'll inform the rest.

Called Sara, Andrew, Suiping, Xiuting, Chun..
Called Bro Kai.. cried. Told him abt what happened. Told dear abt it. Felt so "lost".. Disbelief & grieve...

Met up with Sara to go daddy's block.. Paid our respect. Looked for Evon. Tried to comfort Wen Bin's mum but in vain. Instead, i cried. We all cried, i guess. Evon, Suiping, Sara, me, liping, peixian, desmond, jonathan, Andrew, PeiQi, Cheryl was there. Went home, overwhelmed by the entire thing. Thought of daddy alot.. Those times that we had spent tgr. Ger ger went home, feeling the same as me. Met up with ger to go daddy's wake. decided not to go to his funeral tmr cos i wont be able to take it. It's just too much. His mum was much better tdy. She's nice.., asked if i'm gg tmr. I said no.., gave her the look that i really ~~.. then, she said it's ok. Thanks. Told her to take care. I pray that tho i noe, he's not gonna be where we all wished him to be at. But, i pray God will make a way and forgive him for such thoughts. Now, all of us suspect/think daddy's suffering from depression.. Haiz.. it's too late now. Agnes was there. I cant believe she had the cheek to come but she must turn up or else daddy will never rest in peace. All becos of her. Haiz.

Paid my last respect. Evon asked if i really dun wana go tmr. I checked with chun, decided really, not to go. Cant accept that he's gone for good as yet.I pray God strengthen the entire family, esp his mum & bro.

I'm sorry chun, i forgot abt ur bday so i shldn't have asked u if u r gg.. Sorry if i sounded cold. Am just not in any mood for such. Sorry.

1 week break.. Exams over..

2006-09-01T13:39:00.000+08:00

COOL! Exams, bye bye! Hello, my break! haha!

I just love God... ha! It sure feels good to be on hols.. But then again.. so many stuff... Just gotta do it all... haha! When God is good, He is good ALL the time! =)

Oh ya,
1. anger is foolishness. Dun get angry.

~Young Men Want Beauty And A Challenge...Wise Men Want Respect And
Kindness.~
Rev. Dr. Robb Thompson

2. Respect is magnetic.. It either attracts or repels.. Depending on what u display..
3. Attachment is beginning 13 sept. SIP launch is 11 sept..~tgr with LOM day.. What a cool date, so that we dun forget to turn up..
4. I love God more each day.
5. I love daryl more each day too..=p

Rebecca flew off last sat.., 26 aug. Haix.. I miss her. but she's flown to Canada for good reason.. to further studies. She's gonna be back soon.., i pray. =)

~Everything happens for a reason, based on God's principle and pattern.~
Dr. A R Bernard

Dr A R Bernard

2006-08-22T02:27:00.000+08:00

Wow! Am greatly blessed by Dr A R Bernard's sermon.. It's cool. God's pattern of relationship, Kristos Kai Kosmos (Christ in Culture), and Agents of change. ~just cool~ The sermon seem like a message from God abt the way we receive info and process them which translate into beliefs and impacts our self-esteem, causing us to act or behave in certain manner and eventually become a habit that leads to success/failure. Wow! All r/s begins with an Introduction. Then, we get acquainted with each other thus, becoming Acquaintance. Which leads to Friendship, followed by Intimacy. However, NOT all r/s progress on in these stages. My friends, be careful who you allow into your life and who you open up to.. Because you become vulnerable to them. That's why most of the time we hear ppl saying that,"the person closest to me hurts me the most."-->Check your friends and ppl you allow access in your life. =)

Went to celebrate shirley's bday with Trixie at Marina Sq.. Although only 3 of us, we still enjoyed ourselves. It's a pity that Sin Hwee couldn't come last min.. Bought shirley a wallet... A shared present for her among Sin Hwee, Heng heng and myself.. It's the least loud of the wallet out of the store i went to.. I hope she likes the present.. =) Really missed those days when we were in SAC.. It's wonderful.. And i'm proud to be an SACian..a true Canossian.. =)

Caught a movie <<[Ant Bully]>> with dear at Marina Sq.. It's just fantastic.. =) the show is nice... i'm "kinder" to ants now.. haha! Will change the blog skin when i'm free.. Plus i gotta study for exams... God..., help me! =) Had a good talk with dear.. It's been long long long since we last shared thru our hearts.. I just love it. Certain things may hurt but it's better to share den to keep it to self. No one's perfect anyway.. =p

Blessed & greatly in love..

2006-08-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

i noe.. it's like no updates for 2 weeks... ok.., here.. been busy.., studying, projects, church, resting, etc.. ok lar.. Jus lazy to type. Haha! Oops! mmm.., well, time to change a blog skin tho.. ha!

Last week was FOP & 17th anniversary! Wow! City Harvest, Happy 17th birthday! We've come so far.. Let's see.. i've been going to church since the youth carnival which was in Nov'98.. Man! That's a great number of years in church now... God has been good.. Seeing us thru everything! All mountains and valleys... ha! FOP was fun.. i went fri nite only.. 1st time not attending all sessions which makes me feel as if i'm backsliding but.. nvm... ha! CCC band's just as cool as always, which is y i love them so much. And they've brought along their CDs.. New one... a 25th anniversary series kinda CD.. Quite cool & i love the songs.. We had Don Moen too.. My uncle likes his songs.. and daryl too... They are nice songs tho... ha!

Oh.., Dr Bernard's coming! Yeah! Been waiting for years! He's such an awesome man of God..! Yippee! Next week! haha!

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Role of a wife: Helper to her husband
Responsibility of a wife: Submission to her husband

Role of a man: Leader to his wife and children
Responsibility of a husband: Loving his wife completely

The person that is most important in your life next to God is your spouse!
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There's no easy way out..

2006-07-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

There Are No Shortcuts To The Higher Roads In Life.
Excellence Is Transformed Into Mediocrity The Moment It Refuses To
Change.
Sacrifice Is The Road Traveled By Those Who Choose The Higher Life.
Life is defined not by what you get, but by what you give away.

Robb Thompson

2006-07-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

The Genuine Servant Welcomes The Opportunity To Prove His Authenticity.
Confidence because he did everything he knew to do & humility because he was willing to learn what he didn't know about himself. A genuine servant must develop these virtues as he searches for an authentic seal of approval.

Rev. Robb Thompson

God is always good.. Dear God, be the guide of my life. Light up the darkness now! I can't understand what's going on and perhaps, it may mean too many heartbreaking things. Lord, give me strength to move on. Increase my emotion ceiling & spiritual ceiling. Harden me if i've to. I may not understand why things are the way it is but it's through You that strength is sustained & increased in me. So, Lord, strengthen me! I pray, Amen!

Taiwan trip 150706 - 170706

2006-07-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

-Promotion Stems From Actions, While Frustration Is The Result Of
Intentions.-

Rev. Robb Thompson

-See Yourself At The Level Of Success For Which You Aim Long Before You
Ever Attempt To Go There.-

Rev. Robb Thompson

"Don't act thoughtlessly, but try to understand what the Lord wants you to do."
Eph 5:17

May the above bless people who reads my blog.

~Taiwan trip~
Was at Changi Airport at 10.50am. Went breakfast with my mum, bro, grandma & dad. Met up with Connie (SUN's PR in S'pore) at 11.30am. Realized that i was flying with Wu Xu Ma Li(Mary) from YES 933 and sis yvonne chua's sister, yen ping.. =) Thank God it's a CHC mbr.. ha! Daryl dear accompanied me to check in den we walked ard for a short while and i went in to board the plane. Watched some movies n played some games on the plane. The food, however, was horrendous.

Arrived in Taipei at abt 6pm.. waited for at least 30mins before the sight of our luggages were seen. Headed to the hotel. Somehow, Mary & myself realized we were brought to the wrong hotel - Fullerton 315. Den we managed to get the guy who sent us to turn back & send us to Fullerton 41, which is down the road on the South part of the road. Interesting Taipei, i must say. Afterwhich, the 4 of us went to eat at Kiki Restaurant. Apparently, it's opened by some TW artistes. We went to Wu Fen Pu fashion market. Quite nice place..

Accompanied my bro to eat supper.., we went shopped ard our hotel area.. Wow! amazed at the time some shops are opened... ha! bought some stuff for my little cousin.

Went Taipei 101, Warner movie village, Wu Fen Pu fashion mkt again, Shilin night mkt on the 2nd day & to Ximending on mon. Wow! Very cool lah.. cos of some things. quite happy lor.. =) Sunday was SUN's concert! Cool... Movie concert! I LOVE IT~! Simply awesome lor... But SUN's really tired... ha! The TW fans were like "Encore" ALL the way! She didnt even have time to rest for a drink lor.. ha! The entire concert was beautiful!! Lots of fireworks sort of stuff in different manner.. Simply COOL! =)

SUN always brightens my day! =)

2006-07-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

These few days a lot had happened.. I was quite affected YET God is good. =) SUN always brightens my day! =) haha! okok.., cos this weekend, i'm flying to Taiwan for SUN's concert.. I get to spend some time with her.. hee.. tho, i cant dine with her cos of her schedule but it's great to have a meet n greet session with her. shld be quite cool! =) haha! will blog abt it when i'm back tho. haha! I'll miss monday's class but.. hee..., my bro say.., go lah.. not like my graduation is affected. ha! ok lor! GO! And bro kai also say go.. great! ha! i'm jus so happy.. Plus dear is making a point tat if my departure on sat doesnt affect svc time.., he'll send me off... =) HAHA! I LOVE HIM!, DARYL! =) wahaha...

The 7 Deadly Sins

2006-07-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Envy: 0%

Lust: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die, but first you will turn into an evil robot.

How Sinful Are You?

Kelvin, here's ur request that i've done. =)

Oh.., and just blog cos everyone else does.. haha! i mean cos i oso didnt noe y but i watched the finals for World Cup ytd for 50 over minutes. haha! mmm..., i jus did. Well.., was expecting France to win but Italy won.. Nvm.. Still, France did well! Zidane is good. =) haha!

Revelations.... =)

2006-07-02T01:10:00.001+08:00

Wow! Wow! Wow! What an awesome service today! I'm really blessed! Felt like God's saying something in the same line this entire week to me. Obedience, trust, faithfulness, PRESS ON! ha! Great! God will restore US! (YOU & ME) Our life started out with Jesus & it'll end with Jesus!

-Character Is Developed By Learning The Delicate Art Of Respecting.-
Rev. Robb Thompson

-Progress Is Guaranteed The Moment You Commit Your Life Into The Hands
Of God.-
Rev. Robb Thompson

Jesus must increase and i must decrease! =)

Grow in the Lord! Be stirred up within to grow & mature in the Lord!

SUN, i love you!

2006-06-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOWnnJIVIvA&mode=related&search=

Fathers' Day Message

2006-06-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

WOW! Once again, Pst Kong preached forth a loving, yet convicting sermon! I'm blessed! What about you?

Daddy God! I LOVE YOU! =)

Every child needs 4As - Attention, Assurance, Affection & Approval.
Parents, have you given your children these? Remember that children needs their parents to set examples for their lives! Likewise, as parents, you've Daddy God as an example for you to model after! Love your kids the way they deserve! =)

Daryl & myself definitely will ensure our children in future, of cos., experiences these 4As! =) And it begins with us showing each other that too! =) I love you dear!

SUN, i love you!

2006-06-14T02:26:00.000+08:00

Check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiX9oScqHyY

NICE! Haha! =)

Revelation or realization?

2006-06-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

"I walk by faith and not by sight. I refuse to look at my circumstances
knowing that whatever I focus on will multiply. I will have Jesus
answer the door when worry comes knocking. I stand on the Word of God and I
refuse to allow worry to enter my home."

QN: Is it my revelation or my realization?

I must admit that I can never do without God! It's been trying times and I almost can't make it! With God and only God will I ever live for. And i wana thk God for SUN! She's been such blessings.. After wad i heard ytd, i wana model myself after SUN even more! She's such blessing, u can never imagine wad she did in the midst of her busy schedule. She sacrificed like i dare to say, NO ONE ELSE! I just love SUN more & more! =)

Wow! We had our annual youth EMERGE conference on jun 1 - jun 4..! I'm really blessed with all that's going on! =] I wana be like a DANIEL in my generation! Just like how SUN is as a DANIEL in the marketplace! =) Forever blessed to be a part of CHC family. I wana be sharper in the spirit & in my dressing. I wana fall in love with Jesus all over again. I wana be there for my sheeps when they go thru trying periods of their life. Jus like wad SUN did. =] HA! Super impacted..

But but but... there's smt i'm unhappy abt... SOCCER! noe wad, jus as i wana learn more abt it for knowledge sake, someone made me hate soccer more.. Thus, i'm not gonna learn abt it anymore! NO WAY!

Sensing needs? ha!

2006-06-11T02:38:00.000+08:00

Best bud
You are a great friend, one who others feel lucky to have in their lives. While you might not be the princess of popularity at your school--you probably have too much of an independent streak for that-- you have a good group of pals who stick by you through thick and thin. "My concept of a good friend is someone who balances being sensitive to and available for someone else with taking care of themselves," says
Engelberg. You've struck a good balance, and your friends probably see you as someone who is trustworthy, dependable and authentic. You have ideas of your own and you're not afraid to try new things, which makes you a fun person to hang out with. Your pals know you keep your word, and they can rely on you not to say "yes" when you really want to say "no." You treat your friends' opinions with respect, even when they differ from your own. You're committed to working on your friendships, and
your pals trust that you won't take off if someone more popular comes on the scene.

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The Good Girl
You're as straight as a pin! Stop worrying about following the rules, and show some personality. You shouldn't look like you walked off the pages of a catalog. Don't be afraid to change up your look, and add some character to your style!

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Stylish Siren
You're a girl with an eye for fashion at its finest! You like feeling a little sexy sometimes, and your glamorous wardrobe reflects these flirty tendencies. Make sure to check out some of the spring's hottest strapless and swoop neck dresses, as well as some of those on the shorter side!

www.seventeen.com
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From becky's webby..

2006-05-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

You scored as Education/Counseling. Related majors that match your highest scored category: American Sign Language, Art Education, Business Education, Counseling, Early/Middle Childhood Education, Music Education, Physical Education, Psychology, Rehabilitation Services, Social Work, Special Education.

Consider all majors in your OTHER high scoring categories. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Education/Counseling

81%

Religion/Theology

75%

History/Anthropology

69%

Psychology/Sociology

69%

Nursing/AthleticTraining

63%

Accounting/Finance/Econ

63%

HR/BusinessManagement

56%

English/Journalism/Comm

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

56%

French/German/Spanish

44%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

38%

Mathematics/Statistics

38%

Physics/Engineering

38%

Visual&PerformingArts

25%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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Latest updates... Hee..

2006-05-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

WA! so blessed last weekend by my dearest pst phil! =] Spirit of prayer! the difference b/w dough n bread is FIRE! R u passionate for God today? is your heart with Christ today? Time for a spiritual check! =]

Wake up! to all the lukewarm, cold christians! Wake up your ideas! You either live FOR Christ or you don't. DECIDE!

I LOVE JESUS more each day! =)

Oh.. thk God my voice is recovering! =] Otherwise, i'll sink into depression.. ha.. cos i cant talk.. den i cant call my mbrs... ha! Thk God for mbrs.. ha! Samuel got honey for me.. Thks! That's very sweet of him..

But my dear is not too bad.. i guess i nv tot myself to be so submissive bah... He say cant eat this n tat & i actually.. listened.. It's like.. i dun wana go on a guilt trip.. ha! no la... Actually.., dear (i noe u r reading =]), i'm quite convicted by the HS regarding some issues such as submission.. ha! wil try to submit... haha! but dun try to force it upon me... hee! =]

Wow! Revelations & joy!

2006-05-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

Wow! Awesome a week this week has been... The goodness of God.. =)
Tues went for mtg..., it's was fantastic! Pst spoke abt passion.. Man! immediately, it speaks right into my heart.. ~I must do things with passion!~

*Our pursuit of wisdom proves if we only want wisdom or truly place value upon it.*

*Have a RENEWED mindset!*
=> Rev. Casey Treat is a great preacher.. i love his sermon tdy! What a word he brought forth... renewing ur mindset so that ur soul prospers... ha! he even termed it as 'Change or die' cos the bible says u r either carnally minded = death; or spiritually minded = life & peace... CHOOSE! ha! i chose life n peace =)
What abt you? *penny for a thought*

May you be blessed!

Oh..., i miss my own cgm.. been attending makeup cgs cos got HCGL class on sun... but, It's been awesome! Pst Kong taught smt tat really made me wana be more spiritual & godly; Christ-like.. Tat's the phrase.. =]

Welcome to the FINAL year 3!

2006-04-26T15:22:00.002+08:00

Wow! It's the beginning of a wonderful Year 3.. unhappy abt my class but.. God is good.. So, am gonna learn acceptance & to be nice to ppl i dun really like.. bcos God loves ALL people.. & i muz love people fervently.. =]

Oh.. the industry visit to Singapore Post was fun.. The presentation by various employees of the company was good.. Oh, they provided a very interesting service.. having your personalized stamps.. means... with your picture on it! Wow! Thank God for that man! Wahaha! =) Yeah! I got one set done.. Dear & my pic.. =) *so nice..*

Yesterday was a super packed day.. Bored by Mrs C. Wee's lecture but i Thk God she's the lecturer =) Mr Tan P.C's lecture was more interesting tho.. but i guess it's due to the subject itself la.. cos mrs wee is not boring by nature. jus motherly naggy... Ha! After lectures, i went to find mr goh HK to cfm no apel class.. but cfm le oso cant go wild wild wet tdy.. had terrible flu n the rain is heavy... Yup. Anyway, i went for prayer mtg! Man! i was really blessed.. altho i've been praying till voiceless... But thk God... the PM was fantastic.. =) After PM, went to find dear a while den left with bro for leaders' mtg... Thk God for the opportunity..! it's all according to His perfect timing.. Am excited.. really. I'm gg for home cell group leadership class this time! Wow! ha! excited & best of all, Pst Kong is preaching personally.. =) It's a privilege to be so up close with pst.. =) I learnt smt abt pst aries & the leaders.. it's a different level of fellowship & leadership being around them.. And i love it! Yeah! =) But mtg ended @ 11.15pm or so.. counted offering with bro den left with ian n deborah for 'dinner' / fellowship with pst, bro, sis, chengjun, kenneth, huimin, reagan & shao fong. I love hanging out with pst.. ha! it's so true abt being ard ur leaders... they'll impart things into ur life.. Thus, it's impt who we fellowship with... =) Oh.. but like after dinner was alrdy late.. Thk God for Reagan & Ian.. if not, i may jus have to take cab home & that's gonna be dreadful. But God is always good! Cos ha! i got a lift from reagan to go home.. Learnt alot on the car journey home too.. =)

Thank God for a blessed day! =)

okok.., gotta go meet meilian den go BS.. am excited! Gifts of the Holy Spirit! Wow! =)

Some encouraging stuff..

2006-04-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

*Something meaningful...*

If the Lord has you on hold... hold on!
If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him!
If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change!
If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him!
Be blessed wherever you are in your life today!?God has His hands on the
situation!

*YOU SAY** *

*GOD SAYS** *

*BIBLE VERSES** *

*You say: "It's impossible" *

*God says:** All things are possible*

*(Luke 18:27)** *

*You say: "I'm too tired" *

*God says: I will give you rest *

*(Matthew 11:28-30)** *

*You say: "Nobody really loves me" *

*God says: I love you *

*(John 3:16 & John 3:34 )** *

*You say: "I can't go on" *

*God says: My grace is sufficient *

*(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)** *

*You say: "I can't figure things out" *

*God says: I will direct your steps *

*(Proverbs 3:5-6)** *

*You say: "I can't do it" *

*God says: You can do all things *

*(Philippians 4:13)** *

*You say: "I'm not able" *

*God says: I am able *

*(II Corinthians 9:8)** *

*You say: "It's not worth it" *

*God says: It will be worth it *

*(Roman 8:28 )** *

*You say:** "I can't forgive myself" *

*God says: I Forgive you *

*(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)** *

*You say: "I can't manage" *

*God says: I will supply all your needs *

*(Philippians 4:19)** *

*You say: "I'm afraid" *

*God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear *

*(II Timothy 1:7)** *

*You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" *

*God says: Cast all your cares on ME *

*(I Peter 5:7)** *

*You say:** "I'm not smart enough" *

*God says: I give you wisdom *

*(I Corinthians 1:30)** *

*You say: "I feel all alone" *

*God says: I will never leave you or forsake you *

*(Hebrews 13:5)*

Believe God is there just for you... **
YOU NEVER KNOW WHO MAY BE IN NEED** *!

Buckets of tears...

2006-04-17T03:19:00.000+08:00

Wow! This Easter weekend have been fantastic! =) It's been a time of love, joy & appreciation of what Father God had sacrificed years ago & what Lord Jesus had done in exchange for a lowly life of ours. I love You, Jesus! =]

Oh.. the easter drama this year was simply marvelous! I love it! I was so touched.. cried each time i watched the drama... Haha! But but but... this week is also a time of final release & man! i cant believe myself.. ha! i cried buckets of tears on sat & sun over some ministry issues.... Ytd, i saw my dear liyun so.., we chatted den oso dunno y..., i'm jus so open to her den i jus shared.. ha! Thk God for a fren in her.. She really supported me thru it all.. (ever since i knew her..) Where to find a friend as her? ha! Thk God! Den i plucked up some more courage & decided i needed to talk to bro kai.. so.., we spoke like after s3 tdy... Oh man, i felt so awkward lah... i actually broke down in front of my mbrs n frenz & in front of my da sao-xiaowei lor.. den worse! Jeremy saw!.. Quite a no of zone mbrs saw too... haix. But thk God for friends. I didnt wana bother Jeremy too much cos he's in SOT tis year.., needs lots of concentration but somehow, he'll always catch me in situations like tat.. ha! when i needed the support of all my peers who could understand.. =)

I wana thk my dear too! ha! He's the best.. cos ar.. ha! he gotta bear with my terrible temper & yet lead me in our r/s.. sure arent easy... =) it's not an easy thing cos i can be rather rebellious! Muahaha! But truly, he's worthy of all my thanks! =) God has blessed me with such a fabulous man.. A man who can understand me and completes my life.. *Hee...* Dear, i love you! =)

5 Languages of Love..

2006-04-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		8
Physical Touch:		7
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		5
Acts of Service:		4

Information

Ears pierced! =p

2006-04-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yippee! Finally pierced my ears ytd... at a clinic of cos! Whoever the person who told me tat ear piercing doesnt hurt, YOU had better be careful! RAH! it's super duper painful lah! But forget it.. for beauty n vainity sake, gotta bear with the pain... *Bleah!* Den after dear's prayer mtg, i called him to complain.. ha! Thk God for daryl's patience n love... haha! =p

Today had cg prayer mtg which i wanted very much to go but am unable to due to spelling bee quarterfinals.. *sianz* But thk God for spelling bee.. it's fun.. but but but.. haha! i didnt manage to get in.. Am actually quite upset... cos.. i cant hear clearly.. haix.. then the 1st word, i spelled rite but sis genevieve didnt hear me.. =( So..., too bad! But Joan did well! She's into semifinals! Praise the Lord! Jia you ar.., little gal... =) We headed Marina Square.., strolled ard while waiting for Steve n Ming Wei.. They were like taking years to come from Kallang to City Hall?! ha! den strolled a while till 3.45pm.., we headed home..
I was supposed to head for dear's hse with the stuff i bought from HK for his family.. However, the cosy weather n nice envt at home made me stay home n surf net instead of heading for his hse.. Hee! Anyway, he's enjoying his beauty sleep too! ha! jus for a moment currently tat i miss my frenz from SAC... =)

Oh ya, i jus heard last wk's sermon online... Thk God Ian told me i can try online.. if not, i'll be super sad to have missed the sermon... it's powerful la! i cld feel the presence of God during the praise n worship n thru the svc actually... Ha! But anyway, the sermon was fantastic la...haha! the part abt funeral WAKE n the scratches were funny but filled with meaning! =)

Hey.. yes, i met sp on wed to go marina b4 i met jac, huiyi n ze to discuss abt Easter svc... Huiyi was cute la.. i saw daryl so called him bro daryl den she addressed him like i did.. ha! den i told her he's my bf... she was like oh?! haha! *bleah* Oh.. while waiting for ze to come, we saw pst n bro adriel... =) den pst was like: Must meet up la.. oso must pray up... =) ha! i was like ya man.. ha! ok.., had conflicting feelings.. anyway, bro was unable to make it so we went ahead.. Den just as for once i felt arranging his schedule was easy.., he had to cancel ALL his BS bcos he gotta rush for work n stuff... haix.. This was never an easy task.. =) but it's God-blessed! =] Man..., i jus love daryl so much! He's so tired after work but accompanied me thru my discussion n short celebration for Ian's bday... ha! i learnt smt on wed... Words shldnt be shoot jus cos u r close to sm1.. gotta watch circumstances n the ppl surrounding us.. haha! --> Leadership knowledge! =]

Yippee - ly happy BUT am unhappy abt some things but shall not say till the time is rite bah.. anyway, i felt kinda sad when i spoke to a particular mbr n learnt smt tat i was jus tinking last mth.. haix.. it's easier for her to say n have it done den me.. cos she's a mbr n i'm a helper.. But den tat's besides the point. Had another mbr who told me tat last wk cg's various portions were split up btw bro, kun n ze.. n she commented on smt tat i was hurt upon hearing.. perhaps i'm jus too sensitive but wadeva tat took place tis wk since my return from HK taught me a lesson.. - beware of ur surroundings.. n the ppl u call frenz. Ya.. anyway, *i miss 5/1'03*.. Noi, when's our outing? =) miss ya too.. dun busy dating n forget me.. =)

Home Sweet Home...

2006-04-11T15:56:00.002+08:00

WOW! I'm back from HK! =) The hotel was not too bad.. comfortable.. or perhaps i'm just too tired each day.. =) We went to Mongkok, Tsim Sha Tsui, Temple Street, Nathan Road, Shum Shui Po, Ladies Market, Causeway Bay, Macau... =) Actually, i wanted to see panda at Ocean Park.. But.., we didnt have much time to go around the place.. Maybe i'll go again next year after graduation.. =)

The flight journey to and fro to HK was alrite... but on our way back, probably bcos of the weather, there were a great no of times that the plane was shaking terribly.. Haha!.. But it was fun n scary.. that's how i felt for my 1st flight... =)

I really miss daryl! man..., haha! 1 day without any contact with him is really tough man...! keke.. Oso, i bought many stuff... didnt have enuff time to buy many stuff for all my mbrs but.. thk God i have things for others... =)

HAHA! Bro called me this morning and told me he's attached!! haha! the 2 of them are weird la... as always.. =) haha.. But am happy tat he's finally attached...! haha! Oh, tis month got lots ppl's bday! HAHA! 1 apr Sis Ros 2 apr Pst Yong & Kaili 6 apr Bro Ivan 7 apr Pst Aries 9 apr Bro Robin 10 apr Andrew Yeo 11 apr KK 12 apr Ian 15 apr Adriel 17 apr Aunt Kelly 19 apr Wendy 27 apr Wetson 28 apr Jac... WOW! a long list of bday babies... =]

Sally smsed me.. She's pregnant again.. her 2nd child. Fantastic! And baby Clare is doing great too! =) So cool!

HK, Here I Come! =p

2006-04-07T05:42:00.000+08:00

Praise the Lord! I'm finally gg to my much awaited HK! wahaha! I'm gonna miss dear daryl very much... Oh man, I cant wait to SHOP SHOP SHOP!!! Haha!

Sorry chin, didnt swim with you yet.. When i come back k..

To the rest og 5/1'03, let's go out soon! =)

Love all! Take good care! Till i blog again... *WeeEH! To the airport NOW!*

I LOVE YOU, DEAR! =)

Revelations...& updates..

2006-03-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Obedience is the path that will lead us to God's hidden will for our lives.
From: Daily Success Key

Accepting our current limits is difficult, but it's a secret to success.
From: Leadership Files

God's timing is always perfect. Don't try to be more than God Himself!
(Due to encouraging friends around me..)

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Let's see...

I went for makeup cgm last wk cos i had SUN fanclub gathering on sun @ 12.30pm - 3pm.. =) CGM was fun cos 1. it's dear's cg, i can see him.. 2. they played "spoon", smt like "heart attack" on UNO cards.. but it's a violent game.. =) Haha! Coincidentally, most of the sisters in the cg were wearing red.. and so was i! ha!

Sat was bro kai's bday.. After svc, we went to Marina Sq. Oso dunno why i went.. ha! Nvm.. It's either i'm getting old and de-attached to the cg or i'm jus not welcomed there. But nvm... Oh.., oso conincidentally tat Jasmine from dear's cg was wearing pink like i was.. haha!

Sun at SUN fanclub gathering.. =) Great fun.. SUN is simply beautiful! After the fanclub gathering, i went to my cg bbq @ Joan's hse.. I felt sian to turn up bcos of the rain.. had to meet yan chen before i could take a cab down to joan's place. Waited for close to half an hour.. den in the mid time as i waited, kun called to ask me to buy chicken breast, 1 pkt. Met up with yan chen den went to joan's hse. The moment i arrived, bro kai went, "raine, word power!" i'm like?! huh? not even told to study for it cos i'm alrdy in spelling bee... den i had to do la.. Praying not to be in it. Dun wana commit to things tat i cant commit.

I did have conflicting tots abt getting into quarterfinals of spelling bee.. but am happy tat i got in.. but i felt lk i noe of mbrs who really worked for it but didnt get in. U noe who u r.. so.., dun be discouraged! Cheer up! =)

I went to catch a movie with my brother.. was supposed to watch with rebecca but... she's got driving.. we watched <<2 become 1>>. it's was nice.. =) funny lor.. After tat i met liyun, chatted a while den went to YMCA for our BS.. man.., we're very distracted at today's lesson.. ha! anyway, after tat, walked with her n her frenz for a while den i met esther & her bf so left with them. Den met yang n yuan on our way down the escalator.. haha! so coincidental. We went to the entrance & chatted a while, catching up till bro reached. Went ate at LJS, walked ard den headed for paragon to find joanne. i left when we reached heeren cos my parents were picking me up. Den all along, i felt moody la... since est left, i felt worse. i tink if i ever wana go out with them again, i muz make sure they tok abt things i can understand or i try to noe more 1st... if not, i'll feel the same again! RAH! Yanglin smsed me.. she mentioned tat her clothes were all out of stock.. i was like oh no... But i noe she's disappointed cos it's only a few days & it's gone. But there's a comment she made when we were shopping the last trip tat i dun agree. i'm not rich.. in fact, it's a blessing that i've my bro.. As for me, i'm seriously broke lor.. If not, y didnt i buy whatever i wanted? anyway, God is my Provider! =)

From becky's webby.. tot it's fun.. =)

2006-03-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general.
Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Engagement Ring

What's Your Engagement Ring?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.

Your vibe: Kind and gentle

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

What Color Rose Are You?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time...
Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy
You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while
You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

You Should Honeymoon in Europe!

You are a traditional romantic at heart...
With a taste for fine wine, muesums and beautiful walks.
You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris
Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible!

Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece

Where Should You Go On Your Honeymoon?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Pear Diamond!

You're personal style is a mix of classic and contemporary, reseved and outgoing.
A pear diamond matches your charming personality - and is perfect to show off.
You've also got an elegant side, which is complemented a tear dropped shaped pear.
It's the perfect mix of Liz Taylor and Jessica Simposon - both wearers of this ring!

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

this is surprising..:

You Are An Extrovert!

You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.
Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.
You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.
You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.
Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in.

Are You An Extrovert or Introvert?

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft
Your personality is fresh and understated

What Scent Are You?

some kinda updates...

2006-03-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

I took part in spelling bee for tertiary level.. =) kinda disappointed over some words lor.. but ar.. forget it le.. Trust God truly le.. if not ar.., haix.. i really wana get into the quarterfinals... haix...

Celebrated my 1st anniversary with daryl on fri.., 17 mar 06.. it was alrite bah.. i guess in just 1 year, we've got so many types of celebration tat really kinda made the both of us feel less excited and special on our real special day... but yet.., it was fruitful. We are happy and did some real good things.. like ate dim sum, visited his maternal grandma and grandpa... den went Tanglin Mall.. haha... all bcos i wana to see a bookshop.. haha! But he is loving enough to be willing to go with me la.. =) ~so blissful!~ oh.. den we headed to his house to play guitar & sing song! (Yeah!) haha! & we ended up rushing to his cg & me to meet Joan, Yuan & Yanglin.. i was like super late la... but ok lor.. haha!

Oh... i wana thank God for bringing ppl into my life.. =) If not for God & the friends He brought into my life, i tink i wld have made lots of wrong choices. =)

What a great meal?!

2006-03-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

haha! Rebecca & i went for wendy's bday celebration dinner with my 2nd uncle & family.. We went to TM's Pariss.. Wow! Yummy! the food is good! =) not too bad! i like it! haha! i ate alot! ha! there's lots of nice food..

this hols have been very slack.. cos i decided not to find temp job.., jus accept tuition assignments thus.., cos it's not started yet.., so super slack! iyo! cant stand myself ar! And and and! i've yet start exercising...i'm supposed to be losing fats & weights this hols! Rah!

What's my goal? Where am i headed? Am i doing what God wants me to do? Am i at the right place for me to move on in life? and grow well spiritually? R the ppl ard me really helpful to my spiritual growth? *Mmm.., thinking..*

Holidays here to stay till 24 apr 06...

2006-02-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

Wow! Holiday is here! =)

I wana find self secure placement for internship... anyone has any idea where & how i can go abt finding?

n oh! i changed skin le.. ha!

Anyway, cant blog further... gotta go wash up & go for pst ulf! =)

oh.. interesting day..

2006-02-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

interesting day...

i tried waking up early which didnt work.. den haha! i feel so cant make it.. cos.. didnt study much.. terrible! ha!

i went for makeup cg with wenting. Sis Xinyi's cg.. =) it's been real long since i last enjoyed myself...! @ a cgm.. =) And sis sandy was there for makeup cg too.. She's so pretty.. & so is sis... i love them.. ha! oh.., the cg venue is big & there's a huge golden retriever.. scary! but nice.. =)

tmr's a fantastic day! cos we're celebrating jeremy's bday.. ha! man, bro! u're getting real old..! =) haha! jia you in SOT... =]

oh.. i feel sad somehow.. was reading abt some frenz' blog... den haix.. my dear fren, u noe who u r.., do take care. dun be too sad.. i'm sad too... i'm here to share ur unhappiness.. Cheer up!

Happy Birthday!

2006-02-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was dear's bday! ha! & it's delirious weekend this wk! i love delirious! it was awesome!~very strong presence of God, anointed! ha!

Of cos i love my darling the most! But this year, his bday celebration is kinda weird cos clashed with my granpa's death anniversary. Time flies! Grandpa passed away in 2003. i miss him soooooooo much. & oso i've been wif daryl for close to 1 year soon. time really flies.

Oh.. and it's CNY! Happy New Year! noe wad.. i learned how to play mahjong... haha!

Deja vu experiences & changes in life

2006-01-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

PTL! Wad an awesome Word preached forth!

I'm a spirit being! dun u alrdy noe?! haha! [2/3 spirit 1/3 man] ha!

Changes in cg. it feels good to be out of smwhere i'm not so suitable to be in... as least not suitable for now.. But God willing, i'll still be back.. =) PTL! i love changes~! ha! cos flesh must depart!! Awesome! Satan, I BIND YOU IN Jesus' Name! Amen!

Pur PP project depart from me! =)

2006-01-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

wahaha! I'm so proud of myself. i'm wondering if i'm still a human. as in normal human. ha! cos i noe i'm not feeling ok in some sense. u'll noe wad i mean if u r y good/close fren. =) but ha! my pur pp project is done! & i'm so happy! =) wahaha!

stressed.

2006-01-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Father God, i feel so lost. i've lost my vision in becoming a leader in this place. would You help me and tell me wad can i do? Revive me i pray. Father, i dunno how. Everything is not very smooth & everyone seem so unhelpful & cold. like worse den imaginable. Pls tell me wad can i do.
Amen.

Friends

2006-01-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS-Pst Phil's leadership files

Most 'fallen' ministers I've met with said they had no-one to talk to, no trusted friends who would understand their problem.

God says, 'It's not good that man be alone.'

Friends are to laugh with, cry with and do life together with.

Friends are forged in fire.

Shared experience is the bases of relationship.

Be there in their ups and their downs and friendship forms.

Our destiny is locked into our friendships.

Jonathan was meant to inherit his father's Saul's throne, but he prepared his soul friend David for that.

How's your friends?

Be blessed, my friends! =)

Happy New Year!

2006-01-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

A brand new year. Great time to start afresh.. =) Starting tis year with my beloved Daryl.. i'm so excited about wat'll be taking place in our life in 2006 =)

oh..., i went wif dear to watch at marina square. ha! i saw sis lilian & bro nicholas... so coincidental & we watched the same show... ha! anyway.., the show was like hilarious as well as touching. i cried twice.. ha! thk God i didnt wet dear's shirt.. =)

anyway, i guess i need to work extra hard for my studies... if not, i'll be super upset.. i muz SHINE as Sun shines in the marketplace, i'll SHINE in my studies! =)

Merry Xmas!

2005-12-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

it's 26th dec but still.... MERRY CHRISTMAS! =]

i spent my xmas eve & xmas day @ expo halls 6 & 8... had fun at carnival.. played only pirate ship tho.. scary feel when i was on it.. Sat met up wif frenx from both cgs.. felt uncomfortable still cos i'm not a ppl person.. things arent ever easy but well... thk God.. =] we had great fun! sun met up wif sis ros' students.. 4 of them... they were shy i guess... but i noe who's the rebellious type.... haha!

i had great xmas presents... haha! necklace, face towel & a bear, chocolates, a cow keychain & a xiaomianyang recorder stuff toy... & a ring wif my name engraved on it! =) arent these nice presents? still got one more havent taken... ha... wil be receiving it tis wk... =) haha.. so cool! oh and a bag from TW.. ha!

i miss some ppl over this xmas... esp SUN.. =) i hope she's doing great wif Dayan in US..

unhappy...!

2005-12-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

haix.. it's 1 paper completed. left 2 more.. i cant slp cos i feel lk blogging.. if i keep within me some more... i tink i'll explode....!!!!!! RAH!

y can mankind be so unappreciative towards anyone, everyone & everthing?! irritating! RAH! it's lk... can u get lost if u r not interested in building this KOG? with ppl lk that, no one needs to identify enemies alrdy!

so happy for daryl that he's graduated on sun 18/12/05 from bible school. now that he's more free..., let's hope he'll have more time for me bah... we'll see as time goes by. i'm hoping for a very special xmas present from him.. i dropped hint. but does he really noe it? well.., he'll if his heart & mine beats as one & tinks in the train of my tots. & wadeva the case.., he did guess rite but i denied.. Y? gd qn. bcos if he himself didnt tink the slightest abt it, no point giving it to me cos i hinted wad i want.

-a present shld always be chosen by the one who gives it. there's where sincerity comes in. a present shld be what u truly desire to give at the time u tink it's rite.. there may not be an occasion tat arises for a need of gifts. that is love.-
quoted by ms anonymous...

now that life is more stressful. i'm really losing my way in all tat i'm doin.. i'm lost? confused? hmm... gd one.. when the word is rite, i'll noe it. But one thing i'm sure!..., i HATE liars & accusers! STAY AWAY FROM ME if ur heart is not pure & is of evil!..
In Jesus' Name, Amen!
=> oh yes, GET LOST bcos i DUN appreciate u & ur type! (Satanic! GO! in Jesus' Name! Amen!)

stressed.. sian.. in class now..

2005-12-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

there's jus so many things on hand.. Rah!

- xmas celebration, & svc..
- CS 2 interview
- CS 2 Reflective Journal
- Event Planning Individual Writing
- Log Mod Project
- Purchasing PP Project
- Mid-Sem tests.....!!!
- Plans, outings...
- Event Planning Project submission
- Calculus, Pur PP, Log Mod tut..
- buy xmas presents... (only manage to get evon's bday present wif sp ytd..)
- buy my bro's belated bday present

still got so many things.. if i list all else, think i'll go nuts...; feeling more stress.. haix...

Abba Father [Daddy God]..., i need Your assurance, strength & encouragement.. i cant go on anymore.. Pls stretch Your loving hands over my life.. i wana soar like eagles in the KOG... but i feel so tied down.. i'm getting tired... physically, mentally, spiritually.. ppl jus wana show attitude & dun wana respect each other.. Y muz there be ppl lk tat who exist? Rah! God, help! i cant manage anymore.. i'm losing myself in the midst of all these struggles...! =(
In Jesus' Name, Amen!

i had a great time at Sun's fanclub xmas celebration.. i'm gonna miss her.. i jus love her soooo much.. She's jus the model for my life..!

oh well...

2005-12-07T10:18:00.000+08:00

it's been busy-ness that occupied my life! man...! how can stress dominate me?! RAH! been busy with projects.. oh.., jus some updates..

1) dear's step-granny jus passed away last tues.. it's a relief tat she's gone home to the Lord.. it beats seeing her in pain in the hospital. Thk God for that...

2) my dear joan gal is back in Indonesia now.. i miss her.. but she'll be back soon.. Joan, if u r reading tis, stay strong with the Lord.. & till we meet.. =)

3) i've watched PRIME alrdy wif suiping & evon.. it's not bad.. funny.. watched harry potter with joan b4 she went back.. it's not a nice ending but well..., better have a continuing to it..

4) we are moving to expo like today?! ha.. for prayer mtg & sat & sun for SVC!!!! yeah! like... 4 yrs to jurong & back to the east now.. good & bad.. haha! nvm me abt this.. i'm kinda nuts now...

5) it's gonna be mid-sem b4 xmas! sianz.. mood-less to study u noe?! but well.. life is so.. & i muz study hard for the glory of God..! For God & my future, i muz do it..! =] Pls pray for me..
20 dec 11am - 12noon Purchasing PP
21 dec 11am - 12noon Logistics Modelling
23 dec 11am - 12noon Business Calculus

Thank you for praying! =)

6) Xmas is coming & my church is celebrating it in EXPO! Hooray! oh... we r having 4 xmas services.. on 24 dec @ 4.30pm & 7.30pm..; on 25 dec @ 10am & 1pm... Services are conducted in Hall 8 & we've xmas carnival in Hall 6. it's gonna be great fun! my dear frenz, as always, u r invited & ur presence certainly brings joy in this Xmas season... & so, call me or leave me a msg if u r interested..
dun be shy abt it! i wld love to spend xmas wif all of u..., so do call me... =)

7) as xmas draws near, i dunno wad to buy for presents... arrghh! haha..

8) i jus bought a pair of boots to go wif my new dress.. =) so cool! but ar.. ha.. i'm wondering wad to wear on dear's SOT graduation day.. it's like time really flies... it's the end of 2005 alrdy.. he's graduating.., i'm finishing yr 2 in lk 2 mths' time?!..., shimin is alrdy gg p1 like next yr?! & so is my youngest cousin?! oh man! i'm feeling like i'm growing real old! =( but well.., time really does fly.. therefore, my advice to all is to spend quality time & treasure ppl ard u... oh.. & of cos, SPEND TIME WISELY!! =)

ok.. that's all for now... am hungry after lect.. gotta go eat den study for tmr's test.. & go for calculus lect...

*raine, jia you!*

9) oh yes, last thing.. haha! Sun's gg to US for close to one yr! gonna miss her.. & haha.. Sun fan club gonna've a qian ming hui for her on sun & i'm going! Cool.. oh ya.., do check out her webby & her fashion shops.. we may not afford now.. But one day.., we can! =) Skin is located at Marina Sqaure L2 (i tink).. but it's near the suntec entrance/exit.. & Ed Hardy is located @ Heeren L3.. =) happy window shopping! =)

Till we meet & i update.. Take care.. miss my frenz.. u noe who u r.. pls take great care! Stay in touch! =]

from sp's blog

2005-11-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Elmo
You scored 64% Organization, 66% abstract, and 83% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables.

First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.

Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.

Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.

You are mostly organized, more abstract, and more extroverted.

Most people either love or hate Elmo. I hope you love Elmo, because that's who you are.

You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Elmo has the same basic approach. His place is pretty tidy, but he doesn't spend all of his time cleaning it up.

You both are abstract thinkers. You definitely are not afraid to take chances in life. You only live once. You may notice others around you playing it safe, but you are more concerned with not compromising your desires, and getting everything you can out of life. This is a very romantic approach to life, but hopefully you are also grounded enough to get by. Elmo's whole life is based on fantasy and his imagination. In the beginning he was a regular character, but now he spends most of his time in this fantasy world.

You are both extroverts. Elmo likes to talk talk talk. He'll talk with people, goldfish, tables, whatever. Without interaction with others he gets very sad. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team.

The other possible characters are
Oscar the Grouch
Big Bird
Cookie Monster
Ernie
Snuffleupagus
Kermit the Frog
Grover
The Count
Guy Smiley
Bert

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 75% on Organization

You scored higher than 86% on concrete-abstra

You scored higher than 93% on intro-extrovert

Link: The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test written by greencowsgomoo on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Run? Stay?

2005-11-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

haix.. anyone can tell me y hurts are painful? ha...

Crazy gal gg thru sch & life lk one of a kind! =]

God loves you!

3rd day of school =]

2005-11-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

wakaka! School have been alrite so far =) jus a bit unhappy that i cant have my thu class slot changed.. so i still have to go for event planning tut on thu.. it's ok.. cos i noe chun is in my class.. at least not like i've no one i noe b4-hand.. ha! but it may spell stress for him.. ha.. dun care for now..

i'm quite ok wif my timetable.. but projects r alrdy setting in on 3rd day of school....!!!!!!! tis sem is gonna be fruitful.. Better study hard & Let His Glory Shine.. & His Name Glorified! *May all poly students in this new semester do ur best & jia you! =)*

tonite's tabernacle BS 2nd part.. i'm excited for it.. =)
my Manasseh shall stay wif me forever.. that's the key to forgiveness.. =)

God bless!

Cool! School begins tmr.. =]

2005-11-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

wahaha! holidays ended.. meanin.. schools begins! Welcome back to school! i love the timetable despite my many complains.. haha!

Had a great celebration for my bday with my beloved daryl.. He's a good man. ha! nvm.. i noe.. dun need respond to this part of my entry.. haha! guess wad daryl bought for me?! my long awaited xiaomianyang.. it has a name.. i named it Manasseh while daryl wanted Alex [the Madagascar lion la].. den end up.. he gave in to me.. cos ha.. i said lots to talk him out of the name 'Alex'.. haha! iya.. Over all.., i jus love my dear daryl! =]

i miss suiping, evon & well.., i miss school.. but i'm feeling sad cos i tink none of my frenz r in my new class... =( But well.., i'll see sp & evon soon..

Joy of the Lord Whee!

2005-10-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

actually, i tried bloggin on sun but after typing a long entry, it was gone in a flash of page refresh.. was super unhappy but nvm.. at least i'm bloggin now.. haha..

jus a short one..

started workin back at yokogawa on 20 sept.. ha.. glad to see the old frenz but have new ones too.. =)

19th sept - LOM day
had a couple of fun & strangely, my team won 1st prize when we wrote rubbish.. haha! by God's grace! =)

7th oct - LOM seminar
was i suppose sabotaged to be the pace setter.. had to wear biz suit & makeup.. =( but well, i did & sm1 commented tat i looked pretty.. haha! was so happy but well.. hee.. (i'm still human with emotions.)

oh..., today's bs was real short.. Pst audrey ended the class at 6.45pm or so.. my goodness.. cool ya?! 3 pages only.. =) i tink i'm jus falling more in love with daryl.. he's getting better at springing surprises up.. haha.. he told me initially he was gg home. not gonna wait for me to end class.. but when class dismissed, i went out of the audi, i saw him standing outside.. haha... am jus feeling so blissful.. with him.. of cos! haha!

Thk God! God is fantastic! =) ooh.., i had a couple of revelations thru last wkend's sermons! am thkful to God! thk you, Jesus! =) i love You!

-JOY OF THE LORD!-

HoLiDaYs... after exams..

2005-09-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

Wow! Holidays since last thu after 5pm..! =)
Finally can relax a bit.. but am looking for temp jobs..
if anyone has offer, pls lemme noe... thks!

==================
WORDS TO LEAD BY
==================

1. Looking for leadership? Look in the mirror.
2. A Leader is... A dealer in hope.
3. Vision is the art of seeing things invisible.
4. Where there is no vision... The people perish.
5. Study the past...Live the moment... Plan the future.
6. Leadership is action... Not position.
7. There are no shortcuts... To any place worth going.
8. Don't wait for your ship to come in... Swim out to meet it.
9. Most things are difficult before they are easy.
10. Act like you're invincible... Know that you are not.
11. Fail to honour people... And they will fail to honour you.
12. Blame softly. Praise LOUDLY.
13. The more you say... The less they remember.
14. Be grateful for luck... Don't bet on it.
15. It's not when happens when you're there. It's what happens when you're not.
16. Think with your heart.
17. Authority is a poor substitute for leadership.
18. Hold everyone to high standard. Hold yourself to high standard.
19. Listen... And lead.
20. Remember... There's always room at the top.
21. But even more room at the bottom.
22. So... Seek out people better than you. Different than you. Braver than you.
23. The time is always right... To do what is right.
24. Keep your promises. Keep your confidences. Keep your temper.
25. Why not go out on a limb? Isn't there where the fruit is?
26. Be out... And about.
27. Enjoy the process... But crave the goal.
28. We will either find a way... Or make one.
29. Be not afraid of greatness.
30. Real leaders are ordinary people... With extraordinary determinations.

=> Adapted from Elim Chew's NE talk at TP.

May it bless you as much it blessed me! God bless you!

updates?

2005-08-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

Loooong time no updates? well..., busy.. BUSY & BUSY...! yup..

haix.. in the 1st place, y mus there be studies? so to equip us for a better future... & to set the foundation for u to fulfill ur life purpose.. iya.. forget abt tat..

of cos i'm jus busy.. no rest.. but tat's life on earth.. Life back at home in Heaven surely wont be like tat.. anyway, tat reminds me.. in FT2 class, wow! oh mine! it's really MIND-BLOWING.... + there r reminders God bring thru psts & leaders preaching in the classes i attended... things tat i alrdy noe but jus dun remember much cos mayb i nv use my heart to rememeber them? i dunno.. but anyway, ya.. super awesome the lessons.. [baptism in the HS, HS, eternal judgement, resurrection of the dead..] jus mind-blowing stuff.. fantastic..!

i wana go FT1 & den cont wif my own class... pray hard.. =)

feeling blue but dun wana say anitin... -_-

=) God is so good!

2005-08-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

been busy.. projects, assignments, tutorials, going for bible study, giving bible study, serving God, meeting needs, counselling... mmm.., no time for dating =( *Sorry, dear.* Not much of a choice cos i chose these commitments. To be His leader & daughter, so i'm doing what i'm doing. i really wish for understanding heart. Thanks.

been really tired physically over the past wk.., hardly slept 4-5 hours since wed.. nvm.. but it's been fantastic..@ FOP.. went for all 3 nights.. the presence of God was really strong.. & hee.. i guess i'm loving Delirious? more..! haha.. they are jus awesome.. of cos, Darelene & Hillsong was great too! anyway, it's jus 3 exciting nights of FOP at the Indoor Stadium.. =)

Happy 16th Birthday, CHC! =>
We celebrated our 16th anniversary at SIS on sun morning...! it was jus fantastic.. didnt sit tgr with most of the cg but i enjoyed myself.. Bcos.., WHAT A FRIEND I'VE IN JESUS!!! =) His presence filled the entire hall.. & wow! the hall was filled on all 4 sides! (North, South, East & West) =) Thk God for His faithfulness & goodness upon CHC! Praise be to God Most High! =) & what's good is that... our "CROSS" album is out! the DVD & CD are all made available & ha.. my brother finally decided to buy both.. so happy..Yeah! *=)* hee..! Whay a joy it is! to have Jesus as my Lord & Saviour.. to have God as my Heavenly Father.. to have the Holy Spirit as my companion day & night...
Thank God for everything! =)
-JESUS REIGNS IN MY HEART-

haha.. darling + me...

2005-07-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

Priorities of life ~ abstract from my email..

2005-07-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

You may have read this before, so here's a little reminder.

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."

"The golf balls are the important things--your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions--things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full."

"The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car."

"The sand is everything else-the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you."

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play
with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal."

"Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple cups of coffee with a friend."

??? =)

2005-07-14T02:55:00.000+08:00

well..... all i can say now is.. i miss YOU, daryl foo!

tis hols a bit kinda sian.. cos darling is so busy & =( i miss him badly.. but.. haha! i made jellO for him lei.. ha.. ltr in da evening, he'll be able to try it... =p it's amazing cos i made it myself.. but.. he deserves it.. cos he's been such an awesome companion in my life.. =) i jus simply love him... ~Daryl.., see...., i love you sooooooooo much... =)~ *hee*

well.., i miss many others too.. i'm not one who ignores my frenz when i'm attached.. k?! i miss my sec frenz.. my beloved class & our good old days.. i miss joan.. she's been grounded for sooooooooooooooooo long.... haix... *PRAY!!* noi noi..., dunno lost go where.. she go dating till lost le i tink... haha.. nvm.. =p

tired le.. end here for now.. nites to all! =)

Awesome Prayer Meeting & Svc!! =)

2005-07-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

Mmm.., papers? shant tok abt it le.. cos it's over liaoz.. But hey.. God is always faithful even when we are faithless.. =)

God is a good God as always! =] Yesterday, i went for overnight prayer mtg.. It's simply fantastic! =) Initially got to church at 11plus due to long waiting time for bus 179..den got channeled to children's church.. at 1plus plus when we ended 1st session, pst kong gave a 45mins break. Daryl went L1 cos he wasnt feeling well.., hence didnt stay on.. & i went to B4 to find my mbrs.. God's presence is jus so tangible..! He spoke.. He encouraged.. i was blessed... I love God more & more...!

Tdy @ svc, pst preached the law of harvest & the law of ability.. Wow! What an awesome Word! inability has more to do with bad attitude (mental & emotional capacity). How true is that! ur ability increases according to the size of ur dream..
After svc, fellowshipped with my mbrs den met sis jo for bldg fund talk.. den went with lian to marina square to see Sun's shop.. Tdy's her shop's opening.. it's at level 2.. Wow! the name of Sun's shop is "SKIN". it's nice & the clothes are great too.. but.., haix.. i cant afford =( i saw a jacket that i tink quite cute & nice but hey.. noe wad?! it's 285+++.. i cant afford lei.. haix..
oh.., den saw my dear kailin @ marina square too! so nice to see her after so long.. we've been so busy with our own lives that we cant make time to mit up.. it's nice to meet up once in a while or c each other once in a while outside.. =) happy to see her! :) Mmm.., when will we mit up, 5/1'03?

Prioritise properly..! God MUST & SHOULD remain FIRST place in my life! *raine, come on! Honor God & He'll honor you! Remember Father God's working pattern...!* =)

[* My beloved darling daryl is down with fever... =( it's ok..! God is Our Abba Father & Almighty Healer! God is faithful & just.. He'll heal daryl completely! Dear, jia you..! u'll recover soon.. before u noe it, u r healed! Amen! I love you! *]

Thanks noi! for ya encouragements! Thank God for friends & Daryl of cos! God places people in our lives to support us to a point where we can & learn to stand on our own.. But w/o frenz & Daryl, life is just too boring.. That's y God place frenz in our lives.. So, pls.. my dearest frenz, TREASURE each other.. =) take care..!

RAH! bad day!

2005-07-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

For those who are concerned, thks! i'm alrite le.. with regard to previous entry.

But now.., i'm not ok! RAH!~ i did badly.., i noe i'll fail. so pls! dun ask abt my papers. thks! i realised smt.., this is MY BLOG!~ i'm gonna write ANYTHING & EVERYTHING w/o any reservations! quite dumb of me to have been tinkin tat i shldnt write some things cos some ppl who r reading will spread the word, nvm.., some may be stumbled at what's going on... but hey! who dun have ups & downs times?! HAIX!

nvm... now no mood to blog liao.. to be updated....

Tots i dunno if i can type here.. confused + lost

2005-06-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Updates of the week? Nah..
my life is in a stage where i really feel lost.., confused.., dunno wad to do.. Father God, where are You?! i need You to guide me & help me intervene in tis situation. i dun wan things to go the wrong way.., wad's more, not the way You've intended for him & me. Lord, You noe my heart, You noe me.. Pls, i pray.. help me thru it all.. Amen.

Lessons learnt over the past 3 days..:
- my pride is not getting me anywhere, esp in my life with him.
- forgiveness is asked! not demanded.
- love is not hurting the one i love. Love is sacrificing for him at the expense of myself. Truth is: love always involves sacrifice!
- trust that's broken is not easily mended back, just like heart breaks.

i really wana change. but how can i change without ur help & love? perhaps i really dun deserve it but like i said, i'm not giving up on you & i will keep trying & trying. God's hands are upon us.. but we are left with the decision. The day i trusted tis r/s into His hands, & made up my mind to be involved in ur life, i noe i'm not gonna regret nor will i let go.

my beloved DARYL FOO! + me.. =)

2005-06-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Come and fill me Holy Spirit.. i seek the warmth of Your embrace..

2005-06-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

*RAH!*

*Bleah!* =p

-Come and fill me Holy Spirit
i seek the warmth of Your embrace
Lord i'm longing for Your presence
just one touch of Your grace

i'll keep on waiting
waiting on You

All my life i search for Heaven
my heart it longs for so much more
A love so true
now i've found it in You

i'll keep on waiting
waiting on You

Lord i give my life
A living sacrifice i place at Your feet
i offer to You
For only You can satisfied my longing
Jesus You're all i desire

Lord i give my life
A living sacrifies i place at Your feet
more than what this world offers
You are my only treasure
My world means nothing without You

My world means nothing...without You-

*Clap*

Ytd was Fathers' Day.., had family lunch.. den went to see grandpa @ All Saints' Memorial Hall.. den went to town to mit daryl dear.. ha..! & we went to disturb ger ger.. ha..! quite fun.. den went to life bookshop @ suntec to buy a book...(my bro paid of cos..) ha.. =p he came down to pay b4 rushing off to a wedding dinner... den walked ard the Rock's gift bookshop... & went dear's hse to eat.. he was supposed to cook spaghetti but... haix... nvm... ended up wif instant noodles.. *RAH!*

it's been a fruitful week.., have been able to catch up with most of my studies but am quite upset wif some stuff but nvm.. it's always never easy being a helper. Ppl misunderstands yet jus forgive & forget. =p

BUSY... STRESSED...

2005-06-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

WOah! Time truly flies~! it's like the 4th wk of sch liao... mid-sem tests are like in 2-3wks' time.... & i'm still not catching up wif my work!!!! =(

Last wk.., mon bro kai came back.. i was like... Praise the Lord! =) cos means i can request 4 break to catch up wif my studies.. but not able to do much cos been rushing from sch to church & church to sch 4 EXTRAORDINARY Emerge! i only missed tues morning session in the end.. ha! cos i decided to change my timetable a bit to fit emerge.. cos i wana go into His house for more of His presence & Word...=)

in the 3wks w/o bro kai, i learnt alot.. it truly was a training ground 4 me.. ya.., gotta learn to strike a balance, face pst & some leaders... wow! new experience.. good one tho.. thk God! but *sob* cos v stress... i finally understood how bro feel abt some things... it's jus not easy being a CGL.. so, guys & gals, pls learn to appreciate ur leader more... wad's behind the scene, u guys'll nv noe & ya.. be understanding... Dun take ya leaders 4 granted! =)

i cried in practically every session of emerge i tink... His presence was jus so strong... & the worship times were simply fantastic! Thk God! He jus refreshed me like nv b4.. & it's jus His perfect timing.. He is simply fantastic..! What an awesome God i serve! i'm jus blessed by God with so many so many things.., & ppl...

was with my dear & noi @ library on last fri... noi n i had a lot of girls' talk.. i tink we jus miss each other.. been so busy since sch started & oso that she's dating, i'm dating.., each have own other half.. life's jus busy.., our sch timetable is so uncompromising... but haix.. thk God we both have found an understanding man... ha! *Thks, dear!*

den was at PS with darling to watch "Mr & Mrs Smith"--> it was quite nice lei.. but ar.. both our necks suffered.. ha.. cos i agreed to the st row seats... =p den tdy, aft class.., was with suiping n evon @ TM watched "Monster-in-Law"--> funny, nice, 5 out of 5.. i love it.. sad a bit but ending was fabulous! =) happy ending.. yup.. =p

Year 2 Sem 1...

2005-05-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

hey hey.., my frenz, noe wad?! ha.. sch started.. quite fun i guess.. jus some lectures cannot make it.. =p lecturer took 1 hr to finish 1 slide n skip the rest.. *RAH!* horrid ya?! but well.., nvm la..

Since sch started, i've been so busy.. ha..! oso dunno wif wad lei.. let's do a quick review of my wk..:-

mon.. is a public holiday.. i went for combined cgs prayer mtg.. we had combined PM wif bro valor's cg.. but my dear mbrs all nv turn up.. kinda discouraged but God is good..

tues.. sch begins AGAIN!.. cool.. my lect is at 11am.. but blur me..*too excited 4 sch?* tot lect @ 9am.. left hse for interchange to realise my class is 11am!! so.., headed home to rest den left for sch at a later timing.. ha.. i cant be worse den ger ger.. she shld have APEL 2 at 10am.. the whole class waited for 10mins den the CP called to say.. tis wk no APEL.. ha! so poor thing.. *bleah* den had french lect @ lk 6pm?! till 7pm.. was interesting.. but pray hard i can cope wif it.. it's quite tough... saw frieda on the bus 69 to bedok.. she is.. i dunno wad to say.. funny?! weird?! stressed?! dunno.. she went all the way to yishun to eat den come back to tamp den bedok..!!! craziness?! too much time?! i dunno.. but am proud of her.. she passed 6 out of 7 subjects.. v gd le.. great improvement.. so haha.. i challenged her for better grades... many many As.... *hee!*

wed.. class starts @ 2pm.. haha! great! n my bro was lk.. wad kinda timetable man! haha! daryl said the same thing.. but well.., hee.., God is good.. =)

thu.. 5hrs break in between!!!! ha.. alritez la... muz be fruitful wif the 5 hrs.. enjoyed french tutorial.. jus tt my tutor is weird.. she sings in class n dance in class... hope she's mentally fine.. =p den i went for sis gillian's make up cg taken by sis jo.. was v inspired by the sermon n sis jo herself.. Bro valor called me..., to tok abt some things.. he's rite, i'm disappointed n frustrated but i muz change my style 1st..oh ya.., thk God for daryl.. ha.. if not, i tink i'll be lost in serangoon north.. thx dear! =) really appreciate it lotz!

fri.. woken up by my dear rebecca... cos of her present!! had 40mins of entrepreneurship tutorial.. den went to mit yanglin for lunch n to study at tamp.. she bought 2 necklaces.. quite nice.. pretty cool... den she went mit her family to celebrate her bro's bday.. while i went home.. Bro kai jus told me he only be back on 6th jun instead of 1st jun cos he cant leave his mum behind.. i suddenly feel the urge to cry again... haix!

i've been busy doing so many things.. Who've i really be serving, helping, impacting or even encouraging? time to learn to cope wif ministry, r/s n studies all over again? yea, i guess so.. *God, help me cope i pray..* Love is the greatest of all... but who's really as loving as the Lord?!

i miss my dearest daryl!!!!!! i'm amazed at the many things taking place..all tgr...! i might be gg crazy?!! *RAH!* Darling, i pray that u'll understand my situation n support me thru.. i really need that.

Interesting way to start my week!!!

2005-05-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

Wahahah! tis week's start was fantastic..! =p Let's review a bit.. Last wk was awesome.. Pst phil conf tgr wif Joe Pringle, Nikki Fletcher, Dan & Leah Pringle... with pst's awesome word.. & God's strong anointing! Fabulous! =)

Mon.., i had LOM orientation.. got to noe my new classmates.. completely new.. well, got smart & rowdy ppl in my class.. tink out of 6 classes, mine is the noisiest! haha! k.., we had adventure learning.. @ somewhere w/in TP.., behind TCC.. some real hidden place tt no normal human will ever explore..Haha! but well.., i must say.., the envt is conducive for studyin, meditation(wahaha), & the scenery is simply B-E-A-U-TI-FUL...!!!! i had fun tho... had fear for heights but.. ha.. played flying fox & trust fall.. fun!!! Hee.. not scared lei.. =p

tues.., went wif grandma to HongKong St to buy stuff.. den.., went mit daryl to buy my dad's bday present.. den oh.. bought him a top too..! ha! he was lk.. dun wan the colour.. but i wan.. haha! =p & oh.. while walking to suntec @ da overhead bridge.., guess who we saw? Bro Aaron! ha.. he looked more radiant & dear says cos his exams over... interesting.. ha!

today.., went back sch for Basics of Entrepreneurship lect.. my gdness! it's long & draggy~! but! ha~! it's ok.. had a chat for admin n literally chat wif bro b4 he flew off.. @ lunch.. ha.. iya.. kana suan again.. =( ha but it's alritez.. gonna be used to it.. =p gonna miss bro for 2 wks.. w/o him "nagging"..ha! Oops! =p

i jus love to serve God.. it's always seeming so fun! =) hee... ha! *so excited!*

Change me.. I dun wana be the same.. Change me.. I dun wana feel the weight of this world..

2005-05-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

Wow! past 3 nites been fantastic! Pst phil preached.. [the reason i'm left here on earth] & [the river of God]... awesome! so blessed! Thk God! Every one needs to grow in the Lord even more! Pst phil is a great example.. =)

I simply love it when pst phil & pst ulf comes! They always bring me up another level of breakthru! =)

Thk God for healing daryl dear..& my elder bro's leg.. God is Our Healer!

Thk God for friends.. for all the special people in my life...
- family mbrs (mum, brothers, dad, grandpa, grandma, uncles, aunts, cousins)
- Daryl dear
- leaders in my life, my disciplers (Bro Robin, Bro Ian, Pst Aries, Bro Ivan, Sis Xinyi, Sis Clara, Bro Kai)
- N106 (Joan, mei, ros, joanne, nah, wenting, kun, ze, wet, yan chen, alvin)
- E376 (Jaslyn, yanglin, frieda, jac, est, bel, yuan, liang, kang, zhiyang, kel, terr, ced)
- my best fren, lian
- 5/1'03 (noi, shirley, trix, chin, ash, eunice, ng, kailin, est, sya, chiu, linda, many more..)
- pri sch frenz.. (zeying, peiling, kaiyun, althea, alvin goh, terence ong, cindy, xinyi, weixin, etc)
- poly buddies.. haha (suiping, evon, wen bin, sara, andrew, lee ping, cheryl, wanhui, xiuting, vatsala, farhana, fasihah, qiao e, farhan, wen qin, terence, yilin, kelly, melva, kaijie, etc..)
- other impt ones.. (xiuzhen, kel, sis vonne, daryl's grp of youth~funny ppl~kel, yihe, tzewei, jiyong, selena, jasmine, john~, laura, wenfu, jeremy, yuzhen, slyvia, sis ros, bro wee shiong, shimin, amanda, abraham, samantha, rickson, raymond, mel, ray, johnathan, liyun, kaili, madeline, bro valor, sis karista, jason, jansen, ivan, andrew, geraldine, adeline, joli, biqi, adele, desheng, shuyun, benjamin lim, lulu, terrence tan, xiu xiu, fun peng, kk, david, kah luan, serene chong, amy, agnes, ning, xiao wang, kelly tan, many more to name.. haha)
- all my other frenz, named, un-named, thk God for u in my life..

=( Sad.. Dear is sick..i tink it's my fault.. =(

2005-05-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Haix..! *sad* Dear has fallen sick.. he is having high fever. haix. i recover le den he fall sick. haix. Did i pass him the fever? haix! *sob* heart-broken.. My dear frenz, pls rem to keep daryl in ur prayers for healing. I pray he recover real soon.

was out wif lian today. felt bad tat she always have to go shoppin herself when i agreed to go wif her den last min i got smt crop up. Sorry, lian. *I pray more ppl understand what's really going on.* Amen.

Loving God more each day!

2005-05-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Pst Kong preached a sermon so wonderful! 7 stages we need to qualify to build His house. wow! I was & still am greatly blessed! His tangible presence.., & Pst spoke abt an open heaven over our lives...- ask of God for WISDOM! be wise, my frenz. =p

Well.., had a good awesome prayer mtg on fri overnight den had a fantastic svc & a good rest today.. =p.. How awesome is my God!!! haha! den i went out wif daryl.. ha! erm.., very interesting i guess.. i went IMM to get some stuff den met him on train.. & we went orchard walk walk.. & more lk talk & catch up wif each other.. ha! interestin?! ha.. oh, i rem.., yesterday i saw sis ros & min.. haha! =)

to be cont.. playing games wif lian online.. haha =p

mmm...

2005-04-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Bday to Wetson! & for tmr's jac.. happy 14th bady.. grow up le.. must be more mature.. =) To both of you, may His mercy & grace be with you always! Serve Him the best you noe how! =) God bless you!

am @ noi's hse now.. supposed to do her blog for her... the thing is.. internet's so slow.. so haha.. update mine la.. =p this hols hasnt been fruitful @ all...Rah! only worked 2 days.. one is wif ger ger's agent..-> co-event co-ordinator; another is wif melissa tan..-> promoter. so sian.. haix.. Thk God church had lots of events.. hee! last tues, wed, thu had live recording @ church & sis xinyi's back! =p for good. she's staying in spore & not gg back to USA le.. =) am so happy that she's back here.. but i wonder if she's gonna be a cgl again.. any sooner. mmm...wonders...

Live recording's fun..! the presence of God was strong.. great! =) managed to sit wif daryl..=p which was good.. ha..! it's amazing how i can open up to him.. but smt hee.., dear.., we can go thru it all tgr ya?! =) it's amazing how he can & does his best to cheer me up... Thk you, dear! =p

uPdaTeS..

2005-04-12T16:04:00.000+08:00

well..., so far so good.. ha. but my stupid laptop jus not working..yet..! rah! my bro say get it fixed but i still cant use.. internet not configured yet...! rah! nvm.. =)

last thu morning, i went swimming wif evon & sp.. *splash* so funny.. MUST start exercising again...! =)

haha.. recently.., very interesting.. got lots of things to do la.. but Praise the Lord!~He is ALWAYS faithful.. when i am not.. got my results last fri.. well.., not bad tho.. not wad i wanted yet, cos of the wrong chapters studied yet, God is faithful.. He blessed me with good results..! not too bad.. =p Thk God.. i've 2As, 1B, 1B+, 2C+.. ha! PTL! =)

sun had individual cgm.., was good but my voice was terrible.. =( nevertheless, cgm was good. evening time, joined est, kun, jo, irene, mong, meiping & tianen for bball. amazing.. raine was there! ha! but i only played one round then went off to mit daryl.. =) well, i dunno how to play bball... mong say.., jus stand @ the spot.. ha! so interesting. but i enjoyed time with them.. was tokin to noi on my way to mit daryl....~she's bored @ home cos hols not workin & nth to do, can be quite sian i noe..

Ppl, pls keep my younger bro in prayers... he was hospitalised yesterday.. for dengue fever.. pls pray for healing & speedy recovery.. thks! i was wif est after BS wif wenting @ tamp.. funny lei... when we were @ mt zion bookshop, she was lk.. is that pst kong's voice? ha.. den i told her ya.. his preaching tapes.. & she was lk.. ok.... ha. lk tt say, dun see the expression not fun.. but nvm.. =p den i went to see my bro den was late super late for discipleship.. *so pai seh* but thk God.., discipleship session was fruitful.. i'm so excited abt the new things to come & more things to come for both cgs...! ha! gonna be fun! guys & gals, watch out! enjoy! =)

miss congeniality 2

2005-04-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

mmm.. no mood to blog actually.. jus lk the weather recently.., i'm feeling moody.. but hey! it's not getting on me for long.. ha!

mmm..., let's see.., wad have i been not updating u ppl?.. ha.. i oso dunno... well.., past few wks been real busy @ church.. Easter wkend..~WONderFUL!! ha! Cos God is jus so good.. =) He is a Healing Jehovah God!.. i simply am falling deeper in love with You, Jesus!

Easter sunday, daryl went with me to join grandma, mum, dad, bro, my youngest uncle & family for dinner @ All Saints' Memorial Hall.. it's a great dinner but both of us were real FULL! ha.. den went see grandpa.. i really miss grandpa... quite stupid to wonder but i always do wonder if grandpa's fine.. but obviously he's doing great to be in Heaven with Father God & Jesus.. i jus miss him!

had quite a bit of things gg on.. but God is good.. =) Oh.., Praise God! Give Him all glory & praise! We've multiplied! ha! in the month of apr!, N106 multiplied.. our youth grp is E376.. isnt it wonderful?!! awesome! ha! so glad that we've multiplied after close to 5 long yrs.. =p He is an awesome God!

i was @ bro darren's dad's wake on monday nite.., den saw pst aries & baby christian.. baby christian's so adorable.. my goodness! =) had a short conversation wif pst.., thk God that things in Aceh's building up.. thk God for faithful servants like pst aries & bro yohandi.., who will always nv fail to lend that helping hand to fellow men....

i jus caught a movie..~miss congeniality 2~ with ger ger.. the show's nice but ger's got all excited @ certain parts.. my goodness.. noe wad? we had mac breakfast in the theatre...! haha! =) but we watched the 11am show so like only 8 pathetic souls in the cinema.. hah! anyway, ppl.., go catch miss congeniality 2.. nice show.. with nice friendship stories.. =)

papers over.. =)

2005-03-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD! my papers are all over... good or bad.. i dun wana comment.. jus pray hard... =)

the other day, i was trying to blog but the stupid network got dc den whole thing typed was gone.. but nvm.. the only part i wana re-blog is..:- for dearest daryl..

i'm really thankful to God for blessing me with such a wonderful man like daryl.. he's been so sweet to me...he has been that support to me each time i'm stressed, down, upset, unhappy, etc.. he shares my heart & i never tot i would ever be so open with anyone again but hey, daryl dear, u made a difference! THANK YOU SO MUCH! =) you've been such an amazing fren to me.. my best friend in whom i confide & shares truthfully..

Thanks for being that faithful YOU in my life!
Daryl dear.., i love you! Thanks for being just you & ur everything! (",)

Joyous News!! =)

2005-03-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

it's been a great week so far.. ha! i had a great time of REST on monday.. den tues, i spent time, real Quality time with esther @ changi mac den kfc to see yanglin work.. ha! wed to fri morning i was & will be @ church for a time of training with Pst Sy & SOT.. it's been fantastic! =p

Oh.. & haha! as of today, i'm attached.. to daryl. =) Bro Darren prayed for us.., spoke on many things.. tmr, bro kai will be tokin to us den i guess, he'll announce to cg on sat or sun ba.. ha! =) Thk God for this r/s.. timing a bit too off cos daryl's in SOT but we believe tat we'll help each other grow well.. & watch over each other''s soul too.. God is always good...!

it's been some time now... ha!

2005-03-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

haha! it's been quite some time since i last blogged.. sorry.. been real busy & packed with things more impt la... =)

was @ indoor stadium [SIS] for Rev Benny Hinn's healing crusade..on 11-12 mar. it was simpoly fantastic! many were healed & God moved mightily! many saw & felt under the power of God! ha! =) the blind see, lame walked & ran, bed-ridden walked & moved, & many more! God is so good! God is amazing! He is my Healer! Jehovah Rapha!

yesterday went out with lian & cg + daryl.. we had lots of fun but some things didnt go too rite.. well.., it's to be solved asap.. but nvm..
we watched ~in good company~.. the show's nice.. dun ask me story line.. i dunno... haha! =p anyway, God is just so good! =)

God is so good! Jesus is Lord forever!

2005-03-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

Woah! Haha! ~Joy of the Lord is my STRENGTH..!~

God is so good
God is so good
God is so good
He's so good to me!

i'm feeling so blessed with all that's taking place in my life! the WOG came just in time to wake me up! *Thank you, Lord!*

indeed it's revival conference! haha! i'm revived! my calling is clear now.. much clearer den before.. thk God for pst ulf! & many things are gg on concurrently.. but praise God! He is always faithful & just! & His timing is always that on time! nv too early or too late..! i'm excited abt evangelism! tis fire jus burns on w/in my heart! Thk God for that! Mmm.., actually, i've much to say but so much till i dunno how to update.. ha! anyway, PTL! & hallelujah! haha! =)

hey hey.., one thing i must say.. i made a new fren last wed @ conference.. he's from Sweden,.. & ha.. jus happy to make fren.. new frenz.. esp from overseas.. haha! =)

What a way for my week to end... =)

2005-02-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

Thk God for all He's done for me! If He was not there, i think, no one else would be there.. The past entire week was a very busy week...

Thur, fri & sat were 3 days for TP openhouse... on thur, i went to damai sec to bring the students in to TP.. my goodness... it was a horrible bunch of kids.. the guys were tough to handle but well, it's over now... den we did lots of cheer which resulted in my hoarse voice on fri... Thk God for my classmates... i told sara i need strepsils..guess what?! he said that wilson have... den i was lk ok.. thx.. den wilson passed the strepsils over.. so i was lk thk God & of cos i thk-ed him... after taking it, my throat felt much better.. den well.. i went for openhouse briefing b4 it officially started.. i was so amazed! i was supposed to go SJI... Rah! they didnt send guys to girls' schools so, lkwise, they should NOT send girls to guys' schools ma... but i still had to go la... & amazingly, when they were in school, they are very disciplined boys/men.. but but but.. when they are out of school, they behaved like wild animals.... Rah..! but thk God.., haha.. i managed to "tame" them.. they were quite co-operative after being praised... haha.. sat was real busy... tho as usual, we had cheers but we had dinner too.. Yea.. @ Sports complex.. to like support TP soccer team.. @ the match with NP soccer team.. but my clique & i left after dinner.. & TP was lk filled with horrid burning air.. it really almost suffocated us...~something was burning but we dunno what & from where...

den sun i went for s4 with rebecca & kang & xiao kel...Pst preached abt the potter & the clay..@ a point he spoke of attitude.. den i heard God... den i realised i felt the way i felt bcos i didnt bear the correct attitude.. This race is long however, i believe i can go thru the toughest times w/o giving in @ all.. i'm NOT gonna compromise...! [ONLY BELIEVE]

upset..terribly upset!

2005-02-15T12:41:00.000+08:00

haix.. i'm so disappointed.. my MBS project presentation was terrible... Rah! my switchboard had a terrible mistake that was made.. haix..! but nvm... thk God for a fren lk daryl.. he really cheered me up.. but with his lameness & tiredness... haha! aniwae, i'm so happy cos tmr got no class.. tis wk, all my lectures all off cos of TP Openhouse. =)

but but but.. tho i'm not happy wif my presentation, THK GOD!! for His goodness.. i did not bad for my MBS lei.. got 42.5 out of 50.. den macroecons, got addition of 6 marks cos simon seah marked wrongly... haha... so it's 83/100.. yea! Praise the Lord! My overall results not bad.. w/in my goal.. & better.. ha.. i've got 3As and 1B, and 1B+ ... Yea! =) i'm sooo thkful to God for His goodness! =) THANK YOU, JESUS!

however, tis wk is a very busy week... tmr nite i've got BS @ YMCA den thur-sat, i can only be home ard 10+ 11+ bcos of openhouse.. den i'll be gg for sun s4 den cg.. oh no! still muz go mrs yip & sin hwee's hse to bai nian.. BUSY!...

i love Father God, Lord Jesus & Holy Spirit! (",)

Happy Chinese New Year!

2005-02-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to ALL! May God's love, peace, joy, abundance, protection & prosperity follow you always!

i had an interesting nite of reunion dinner & great day cos haha.. i bought smt i really like..(my bro paid lei..hee!) an alrite day on 1st day of CNY.. went pay respect to my grandpa den i cried..-->feel so useless.. am always crying when i go c him.. haix!<--
today went out wif est, ros, jo, jas, joan & sis-shirley, yanglin, zi yang, yong xiang & edwin.. was supposed to watch show but
in the end didnt cos the seats were tgr.. but joan & sis went cos her sis wana watch.. today is a not so gd day..~most of us were kinda moody.. den lk there was unhappiness NOT SHOWN..but still, thk God.. cos it was a time of fellowship.. =)

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mmm.. kinda confused..

2005-02-07T15:31:00.000+08:00

oh well, since fri till now.., it's been interesting i guess.. =/ Yea, i jus feel weird! ha! mmm, fri-can be read from previous entry.. sat & sun is time for Father God! sat morning was IG workshop..i was supposed to be outstationed.. however, i requested to stay den easier for my dad to pick me up.. den went for s2 & s3.. wonderful! i was sitting on my own in s2 cos my cg that side no more seats.. den i went s3 wif liyun & her mbrs.. haha! b4 s3, i saw sis ros, bro wee shiong & shimin! haha! wad a joy! i simply loved them! & of cos, missed them lots..! almost screamed when i saw my dear shimin... she's taller.. haha! grown fast in 2months... time flies... den i refused to let her down, she oso refused to come down.. haha.. we were jus hugging each other sooooo tightly! haha.. =p

den on sun morning, my uncle came fetch me & send my cousin & i to church.. den after that Rebecca & i went svc.. daryl booked seats for us.. den had seats for free, bel & mei but they were real late..i had to give up seats but i saw bro valor.. so i called him & asked him if he needed seats den he only needed 2 so he came down & we sat tgr.. =) den very fun when we sang the CNY song... haha! but aniwae, thk God la! i really enjoyed the svc & Rebecca & i placed order for [Drawing Near] & [Fit for the Kingdom].. hah! happy! but cos we were rushing for cg so i asked daryl of a favor again..to place order for us after he had his lunch.. Thk God for a fren in him! but.. iyo... i owe him lots of favor lei... haha! =) den we went for cg.. had an awesome time, i knew God was present..~i sensed Him! was really happy tat day.. den cg had reunion dinner.. i was in the hse wif ros, est, liang, jas, joan & jac while ppl o/s the hse were bro, kun, yuan, bel, mei i tink.. den we had fun.. ros aka mum of the day... took food & we shared! den haha.. we a bit nuts.. called daryl & ray.. had fun chatting... den jas, liang, est, ros & i left 1st.. we wanted go out but end up went BEDOK to "walk walk".. hah! lame hor?! But alritez la huh?! eh, we were toking abt gg out on fri & sun tis comin wk since no cg... tok till so excited den ar.. ha! we decided to cont the chat when we call est tonite..@ 10.30... =) Yea! ltr gonna be nuts again! Oops! =p Den est, ros & i went walk 1 shop cos ros lookin for smt den went KFC to buy ddrink & sit down & chat.. went KFC to find yanglin! so funny! i was toking to daryl on the fone when we reached the counter.. den i knocked into the dangling deco... haha! nvm..! den i was tokin until i oso blur... we stayed till ard 8 plus den went home.. i reached home 9++ but thk God for such a wonderful time tgr! we decided to be younger!-->Ros & I!! haha.. so we gg out wif the youths! haha.. nvm... jus happy loh...!LOL! =p

but ar.. haix.. tis morning, i was busy sms-ing sm1 special... haha.. we were super out of track of topic.. was tokin abt my severe gastric pain to ourselves! haha! wad werid ppl we are.. aniwae, i can only say... until my poly studies are over... if not, everything is not fit to be spoken abt as yet.. i really wana do God's will.. ** My dear friend, i really hope you understand.. ** However, dun cos of 1 tree, give up an entire forest.. @ least, THIS particular tree here is NOT worth it!

so far so good...

2005-02-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

mmm, it's been some time since i last blogged.. But so far, PRAISE the Lord!

Today is quite a wonderful & fruitful day. I got back 3 test papers.. hee! Thank God for being so wonderful & dealing graciously with me... I had a B for BA2, A for POM & B+ for BusStats.. =) so amazing! Thk God! i nv tot of receiving such awesome grades except that i cannot & DUN wan get anything else besides A & B... (",) Haha..!

Aniwae, den today i went out with daryl & the adults in his cg.. to celebrate his birthday.. of cos, i v guai, b4 gg out, i asked for permission la.. haha.. jus wanted be accountable to my cgl.. den bro approved den i went..Oh den, we went Heeren Marche.. den i had rosti & shared ice-cream wif daryl..~wad a full dinner..~ den his cgl, bro aaron.. v interesting.. hah! aniwae, they bought him a cake den had some leftovers mixed tgr & daryl had to eat! can u imagine? looks v disgusting le still muz swallow lei.. but i tink my SAC clique more disgusting den them..! haha! But alritez la.., i tink daryl very poor thing.. his cg mbrs r very interesting.. i enjoyed myself.. they literally sabo him... he had MIXED food, den a loooong time of being questioned.. & in the end, when ray came, things got a little more interesting.. however, i dun tink ray got daryl to do wad he intended.. haha! but they went 1 whole round to force daryl to say some things yet, in vain.. But i THINK i got wad they were trying to do esp his beloved cgl.. haha! but i can only say, leave everything in God's hands! haha!
[Let God's will be done, not man's..]

Anyway, daryl, THANKS!! for the dinner, fun, laughters, & your friendship!

WOW! HAPPY!!! =) Weeh!!

2005-01-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

wow! i'm just so happy,.. at God's goodness! He is simply AWESOME! haha! One of my closest bro was jus sharing wad God's done for him!~things were not gg too smooth for him ever since NS.. it's hard to cope up with spiritual life & NS.. a totally different envt tt brings about lots of things.. [diff ppl diff experience] but i'm jus very happy for him & for ALL that God's done in all our lives.. those of you who's been blessed by Him, learn to be grateful unto God..! haha! =)

i tot i've been slacking lots tis week.. now muz quickly buck up & finish my tut qns.. oh mine! i feel so lag... haha! nvm..

mmm, wed i went for BS.. again, i was very blessed.. tho not pst ting preach.. but bro kim hock is good too! ha! i enjoy his class lots sia.. we went @ amazing spd.. very fast.. cos lots to cover.. lots of interesting facts.. the PERFECT #7!!! haha! Well.., & my dearest cousin sis will be joining me @ church for svc tis sat! i'm just so glad! =) @ how God works.. & alain... mmm, i wonder when's he really turning up! well, TRUST God! my Abba Father is great! =p And one more great news.. i jus saw one of my junior, Melissa! She just rec'd Christ i believe.. saw her when i was on my way to Bible House for BS.. Am happy for her. Melissa, i pray you enjoy God's presence evermore each day!

Lorraine loves Father God, Lord Jesus & Holy Spirit! =)

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2005-01-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

hee.. happy lei.. my blog skin is CHANGED! finally!! hee.. comments pls.. @ others of cos.. happy exploring! =)

it's a pity i cant join siew chin & ng for a swim tmr evening cos i need attend bible study class.. sorry gals... i chose God over u two.. sorry.. =) we'll somehow get to swim tgr one day... soon... ya.. kekex... aniwae, i feel great! i went for a jog ard my estate.. but @ 3/4 pt, my stomach cramp hurts too much.. so warm down home & rested... Thk God for relieving the pain tho..--> i prayed lei.. yea! i am jus so proud abt praying.. bcos prayers work! & of cos prayers bring about miracles! God is always faithful despite our unfaithfulness.. but tis yr, i'm making it a pt to NEVER be unfaithful.. =)

Bye, mid-sem tests! Hi, proj deadlines!

2005-01-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Woah! over! over! over! mid-sem tests are ALL OVER!.. finally.. ha! & tis past wk is simply awesome! God's simply GREAT!!! wed was my younger bro's bday & 1st BS class of the year! Haha.. i'm currently attending Going On To Perfection. The 1st lesson was awesome.. I heard God once again! FOR myself!! I heard Him!!! He said i gotta work on certain areas in my life before i am allowed to be back active in ministry again... Thank God! Otherwise, i wld have made a wrong decision & be burnt out while serving again.. I learned to HEAR from God b4 doing anitin.. Without His guidance & instructions, i wont make ani silly decisions again.. Y reason within myself? I've GOD! =) Subsequently during svc, God reminded me of Heb 10:19 --> memory verse of the wk. I was indeed encouraged! How awesome is God & His house! Den today during cg.., wow! His presence is just awesome loh... (",)

After CG, i went SWIMMING... finally.. keke.. now still got pool water inside my ears... RAH! how to get it out? haix! but it's a fun time @ the pool.. Oh ya, yesterday's i-guide workshop was fun for the TP mass dance only la.. after tat, was really sian.. So, I'm glad tt i left @ 3.30pm when my dad picked me up & i went for my own svc.. Hee..! =p The dance was fun la..~siew chin partnered shirley, althea & me den is evon & suiping.. we were rather wild!~esp me i guess.. really got hyper-active.. kept RAH-ing @ one pt & haha.. we kept banging into each other... wahaha! =p

Oh.. some more to update.. haha... mit noi noi for dinner on tues nite..-she's getting super ra-ra... keke.. den thurs, went dinner wif Ms Kang & Shirley... ms kang gave us a treat... Iyo.. She ar.. too stress now.. but it was a fun time of fellowship... =)

Time flies.. next wk mid-sem test le..

2005-01-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Wow! so fast lei.. next wk mid-sem liaoz... been busy lei.. tiriing sia.. But i've an Almighty God.. haha.. last sat's svc was simply fantastic..! God is ever-present.. His presence overwhelmed me COMPLETELY.. i noe tat it was jus for me.. great news followed tat nite.. alain finally decided to commit himself to the Lord.. step by step.. it's a great start.. he'll be joining me for CG mtg 1st den svc on sat.. PRAISE THE LORD!! i simply love the Lord! He's ALWAYS faithful & just in EVERYTHING!!...

& i shared with bro kai.. den am feeling so much better.. he try to find time to talk to all mbrs but he oso a human afterall ma.. but am glad tat things are starting to become better in this brand new year.. =)

was with meijin last nite after jap class.. we went buy some stuff @ bedok central den went home.. Thk God for that moment of chance i guess.. hopefully she hears & think thru wad i said.. jin, i pray u'll make the right choice ASAP... God moves on ALL the time. He doesnt stop & wait for u to slowly decide.. He is either in or out of ur life..! think it thru!~God bless you! =)

a BRAND NEW YEAR!!! =>2005<=

2005-01-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

Wow! Times files nei...! it's alrdy 2005.. the third day of the 1st mth of 05 le! it's been another year of many many things..! Den when this new year approaches... i'm reminded by dear evon & ah pang daddy that mid-sem test is drawing near!!!!! haix! that's means it's time for REVISION WKS.. in the next 2 wks.. next wk i've POM progress report to submit den time's running out... Proj due dates & tests & exmas are just round the corner! ('?')

Well, i guess this year kinda didnt start on a right mood/tone.. with the disaster of the tsunami that took away lives of many innocent... @ the end of 2004.. everyone or rather.. most of us have a contradicting feel of bidding gdbye to 04 & welcoming 05. But i pray with all of my heart that despite the no of days that have passed, may the many unfound bodies be recovered & may there still be ppl who can be found alive!~~Life is precious.. My dear frenz, dun waste ur life away.. With all these events happening over time, pls be sensitive.. Time's coming to an end.. in the end-times. May God touch ur heart & i pray i'll see you in the Kingdom of God!~

God bless you all always!

SpLiTTing heaDaChE.....

2004-12-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Woah! Finally.., i've time to blog a bit... 1stly, Merry Merry xmas! [got 12 days.. dun say it's too belated!] haha.. noe wad? past few days.., i feel so NOT alrite! my stomach is giving me problems AGAIN!!! Rah! pain pain pain... BUT thk God.., i'm feeling much much better NOW!! haha! wad to do? i've a God SOOOOO big & powerful ma! kekex...

on xmas eve.., i had sch.. 1/2 day.. my gdness.., i only realised how much my brain cant function on a hols' eve when it's xmas eve! haha.. i noe how to do the a/c qns loh... but ar.. my mind cant placed the pcs of puzzles tgr to tell me tat answer @ that moment.. but things became on a lighter mood during P.O.M.. ~pom pom pom~haha.. cos ar.. Leong CC is soooo funny... keep saying.. its xmas & i wana let u go early IF u co-operate & give me the answers... haha.. den i went for xmas svc.. was jus so wonderful..! i feel super touched! ha! cos ar.. the drama is awesome & God made me felt my worth in Him!.. haha.. =) God is jus so GREAT!! yea!

but i heard sat was better.. however, i wasnt feeling well.. hence cant go.. haix.. & even got accused... RAH! but forget it.. it's over...

did POM test & Jap Kakitori test yesterday! wahaha! i tink it's quite easy... shld be can score well but for pom paper, i made a silly mistake.. i hope no penalisation if not i wont do too well... jus mistake of a word tat makes the vast difference.. haix...

Sooooo long never blog... been busy.. SORRY...

2004-12-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

i've been REAL busy with school work & tired..~literally exhausted.. drained spiritually, mentally, physically... BUT BUT BUT.. aha! Thk God for His unfailing love & faithfulness.. when we remain faithless, God remains faithful!.. & that's precisely y i can love Him as always..

Bro kai, i dun wana write everything out... Sorry! I can only say i finally realised how much prayer really means & matters when i pray with ALL of my heart & genuine feelings. After being a Christian for so long, i only realised this point now.. But nvrtheless, i thk God tat i FINALLY understood tis.. @ least, i'm given a chance to understand tis pt now.. I guess, when i truly let go & let God, den i begin to realise that i can really enjoy His presence.. & joy..! mayb it seems a little silly but i guess i'm happier now den when i've to put on a mask + be happy.. i rather be lk it now tat i try to express myself in a frank & real way where communication is possible... Somehow wad u said made sense into my brain waves tat nite ba.. haha..~ppl wont be there ALL da time.... & i need to learn to GROW up somehow somewhat..! haha!

Anyway, MERRY X'MAS to ALL!!! (in Advance la..)

anOtheR aLriGhT DaY..

2004-12-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

today i had MBS lect & tut.. norshida is my tutor.. lk c her tis wk & next wk for 4hrs with a 1hr break in between.. ar....!!!!!!!!!! den i went hm early today loh.. cos ger ger they all got class till super late.. most of us de timetable somehow fit into each other's here & there.. so.., thkful to God that we can still mit.. den lect always tgr loh.. so obvious we sure stick to each other despite new frenz..

den amazingly my dear cousin daniel says.. my CCF grad pic looks not bad.. & he said..i'm fotogenix... haha.. his language.. aniwae, amazed cos he always call me pig, etc.. all the not nice words he'll use on me.. den again.., 1st tym as far as i re-call tat he's praising me.. haha.. wat a compliment.. wahaha! =)

my dear noi noi.., yes i'm taking jap as a Cross-Disciplinary Subj...~C.D.S~ no sign language class how to choose? u weirdo..! haha! aniwae, beloved 5/1'03, our dear chair-wo-man says... HI to all..! when r we mtg? tis chair-wo-man not gonna do anitin? rah! haha!

my msn nick over the wkends was.."Rah!..If u r not interested in me & my life, then GET LOST!.." smt lk tat la.. i came to realized how some ppl r so FAKE... they r associated wif u cos they need to get things done.. not cos of genuine frenship.. i've been tinkin.., am i gonna give up smt i love the most over wad i hate to experience?... & i tink i'm CONFUSED... i dun tok, u oso dun bother to ask! Like..., pls leave me alone if u r jus interested in getting ur job done! i'm irritated bcos of the attitude displayed! Rah! it's really very unfair to have ur actions affect my love for my beloved God! but it's always associated... Or mayBe u reaLLy are interested but lemme tell u.., YouR aCtiOnS & aTTiTuDe ShOwn jus tells me u r only interested in ur own stuff & not His PPL.... Y mus things always take place against God?! Wad's ur problem, SATAN????!!!!!!! RAH! GET LOST! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, i'm sorry.. i no longer wana noe how to tok...

Monday Blues!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

RAH!!!!!!!!!!! i dun lk tis monday! simon seah is my macroEcons tutor! Rah! that's lk the worst thing to begin my sem 2 wk 2 with! he picked on everyone.. poor sara kana more... tmr is MBS lect & tut... it had better be gd.. ha! but thk God jap made me feel much much much more better..! ha! it seems great i wld say! ~ new words & sentences & stuff & new hiragana words.. but i still have yet master previous hiragana words! ar! help!!!

i saw meijin.. she oso take jap & her fren is my jap classmate.. haha! such conincidental things jus happens ALL the time.. but i really miss lots of ppl..lk... tsxl, trix, chin, ashley, june, tessa, noi, yoges, mj, eunice, ng, kl, & lk lots to name... haha! jus u gals noe who u r..
& of cos my sem 1 classmates too! sp, evon, clara, wanhui, cheryl, andrew, wenbin, xiuting, ya.. tink tat's all ba.. lk.. u all noe, i wont miss all de.. haha.. wateva.. aniwae, haix.. pls lemme mit my dear frenz soon!
den i was toking to sp abt going work-out tgr.. cos lk i put on weight..! rah! it's literally loh.. my gdness! den lk xiao wang & kelly tan gave me surprise calls tis afternoon & last fri respectively... haha... cos they miss me so much?! haha... so cute & swt of them! great ppl who made my days in GPR memorable.. haha! =)

my dear joan ger ger, if u get to read tis, i'm saying that i really miss u lots..! come back real soon! haha! but let's hope u'll really be back soon.. haha! so happy to see ur name appear...! wahaha! =p You made my day well.. thks!

my bday celebration... =p

2004-12-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

on my bday @ office.. haha! Oops.. is it a ghost? ha!

On my CCF grad nite..

2004-12-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

me on my CCF grad nite.. wif makeup lei... haha

*Roaring Lambs*

MOVED....

Change of Blog Address

Personality test

lost my phone!!! :(

The Five Love Languages

Complete set of results

Information

Happy Birthday, Trixie!

New start.. new environment..

Welcome to 2007!

BUSY...Strength from above!

Great time of fellowship with ALL..

Disappointed.. Frustrated.. Busy at work..

Get a life!

Internship... 13 sep - 1 dec..

marriage seminar..

Zhang Dong Liang

Tribute to Wen Bin daddy..

1 week break.. Exams over..

Dr A R Bernard

Blessed & greatly in love..

There's no easy way out..

Taiwan trip 150706 - 170706

SUN always brightens my day! =)

The 7 Deadly Sins

Revelations.... =)

SUN, i love you!

Fathers' Day Message

SUN, i love you!

Revelation or realization?

Sensing needs? ha!

From becky's webby..

Latest updates... Hee..

Wow! Revelations & joy!

Welcome to the FINAL year 3!

Some encouraging stuff..

Buckets of tears...

5 Languages of Love..

The Five Love Languages

Complete set of results

Information

Ears pierced! =p

Home Sweet Home...

HK, Here I Come! =p

Revelations...& updates..

From becky's webby.. tot it's fun.. =)

some kinda updates...

What a great meal?!

Holidays here to stay till 24 apr 06...

oh.. interesting day..

Happy Birthday!

Deja vu experiences & changes in life

Pur PP project depart from me! =)

stressed.

Friends

Happy New Year!

Merry Xmas!

unhappy...!

stressed.. sian.. in class now..

oh well...

from sp's blog

Run? Stay?

3rd day of school =]

Cool! School begins tmr.. =]

Joy of the Lord *Whee!*

HoLiDaYs... after exams..

updates?

=) God is so good!

haha.. darling + me...

Priorities of life ~ abstract from my email..

??? =)

Awesome Prayer Meeting & Svc!! =)

RAH! bad day!

Tots i dunno if i can type here.. *confused + lost*

my beloved DARYL FOO! + me.. =)

Come and fill me Holy Spirit.. i seek the warmth of Your embrace..

BUSY... STRESSED...

Year 2 Sem 1...

Interesting way to start my week!!!

Roaring Lambs

Joy of the Lord Whee!

Tots i dunno if i can type here.. confused + lost